October 2017 Newsletter

Mr McKrekor returning from a flight

Mr McKrekor returning from a flight and ready to report. The world was suppose to end “Again” on September 23,2017. Lilian said it was a bunch of crap, but I was not taking any chances. It was because there was so much left to do…. just in case…. and I soared like an Eagle to gather all I could for you. I know, I know, Eagle I am not, but things are such that it appears everyone is lying from the very TOP down… guess I can away with it, since I am just a humble Crow.

Storms Irma and Maria ravaged much of the land. Irma Florida and Maria was so stubborn she wiped out Dominica and Puerto Rico. I will tell it to you in order as to not to confuse you. Lilian knows people in the 4-corners of the world, so it was this time. Again she set up a HUB and made calls for people affected by the winds and floods. She made new friendships with the workers at Metro Cell, every day she came to the store to have them help and explain something to her about the new phone they had given her. She did have to pay $14.55 for tax and $10.00 for international calling. A couple of friends reported, per phone, to her as long as they could from Florida. They pointed their phones out of the windows of 3rd and 4th floors of buildings and documented the Shelters they found themselves in.

Dominica, population 72660

Nothing came out of Dominica, population 72660, so she don’t know who is living and who died. All she knows she grieves for the families of her friends. She had no contact with private parties on the other islands and only knew what she saw on Television. Puerto Rico friends used their video chats as long as they could and then the country went dark. A FB Friend, Arch, had contact the longest and then she shifted to asking for prayers for the Islands. Lilian posted in English, French and Spanish. As of the 24th of September Maria is still on the move and it will be next month before a report can be filed. For future generation who read this should know the Hurricanes of 2017 was some hardly ever or never seen before, at least as long as records were being kept.

I feel like a Dove or Falcon. Lilian kept asking me to talk to my distant Bird relatives to bring her reports from a bird-eyes view… needless to say I tried to comply to my friend’s wishes. I had really planned to marry my Sweetheart but I was so busy and hectic as the month of September was, would you believe I forgot her name. It is always Sweety and she answers. She is never going to forgive me. And there she is looking so sad. I think it is sad or am I misunderstanding something here….

she is looking so sadIsabelle, her cat suffered burned paws

Remember Lilian’s obsession with the Grand Mound? When she gets like that she is like a Doberman and just won’t give up. Ever noticed when a Doberman Pincher gets hit by a car it is always the head sustaining the injury because they only look forward, frontal, never paying attention to their surroundings. Well, like President Trump would say: Believe me….. and please do it’s Mr. McKregor…. when Lilian gets like that something is going to happen, she knows something, just not what it is and she won’t move on to the next thing until what ever it is she doesn’t know happens. Well, a brush-fire got out of hand at the Grand Mound. Several residents were ordered to evacuate but Lilian’s friend and her husband chose to stay behind to fight the fire and and safe the pets. Isabelle, her cat suffered burned paws. Somehow they saved the house. Six buildings, residential and commercial were lost that day. What upset her friend greatly that this was the result of a planned, controlled burn…. even though it was hot and the County was under a Burn Ban. The burn got out of hand. I am in the same County if I light a fire during a burn ban the fine is $1000. I thought Lilian was pulling my leg BUT there it is. She showed it to me.


I am glad her friend came out OK.


Sweety is pouting, not sure what it is called when a Bird female rolls her eyes at you, but she is really still upset and she wants to share a branch with me. It has not rained in 82 days so where am I suppose to find a worm for her, guess a nibble on Lilian’s Animal Crackers will have to do. Not the healthiest and I don’t like the Idea that some of them are shaped like Owls. That will keep Sweety busy and hopefully happy long enough for me to finish telling you all about my acquired knowledge for September.

The Human population is restless, cars have a mind of their own, now that they have actual brains and everything is out of sorts. Lilian drove to the TV Station on the back roads since her car was always having emotional disturbances LesShwab and Jiffy Lube were unable to diagnose, so I caught a hop. Still tired from my information gathering flight I just came along and as I mentioned Lilian talks to everything including herself. So it was today.

“Autumn has arrived, everything is so colorful. The days are still warm but it gets cold at night, to the point a fire or heater is welcomed. Why are so many Homeless people emerging from the City? Reminds me when as a young girl I was homeless and had to fabricate some shelter out of leaves and branches by the Railroad Tracks. The reason I chose the tracks so I would not get lost, if I followed the tracks I had a sense of direction, in fact animals avoided the tracks for fear to get killed…… What are the people going to do now that it is getting cold. Most Stores no longer allow Homeless… anyone for that matter to use the Facilities. (Bathrooms)

President Trump addressed the United Nations. Lilian watched it and I got to sit on some black roses she bought at the Dollar Tree, she said it was special. Reminded her of an old Lover… go figure, but that is where I sat. She explained to me what is expected when addressing the UN, since 3 of her friends had also addressed the UN at one time or another. As expected it did not go well for the American President, all he accomplished is to escalate an already scary, dangerous situation with the leader of North Korea. The pissing Contest between those two contiues and no one is sure what the final consequences are in the making for the people of several countries as a result of it. President Trump while creating other problems to get people riled up left the coalition dealing with Climate Change…admidst his own country coming apart with Natural Disasters. Washington State is continuing to implement everything that was included in the agreement and Washingtonians are so proud of their Governor Enslee.

The travel ban has been renewed, if you can call it that, Understandably North Korea was added, so was Venezuela with new restrictions. Hawaii has Emergency Tests in case of a nuclear attack since the danger has been so escalated. Imagine the tax money that will cost to fight in court… AGAIN… Wonder if Travel-Ban applies to me, I am black and there is Sweety.. snowwhite, guess mixed couples are being frowned on again.

Mexico is greatly suffering from major Earthquakes, almost looks like a war-map when you look at an Atlas. Like Earth wants to retaliate for Mexico not paying for that WALL, not even willing to “repair it”, as it has been heard to be called lately. So many died there, the people are so relentless. It DOES look like the country was under attack.

Sunflower seeds and Watermelon seeds… Lilian has taken up eating Watermelons daily, someone told her it helps her kidney problem. Good for me I guess been feeding the seeds to Sweety, not sure if that is something for Crows but they say we examine, even steal stuff. It is in our nature. Hope to keep her happy, Sweety that is, for a bit longer. She is really mad because I have not spend any time with her. Unlike Lilian I am not able to run two time-line simustanial.

CASINI space probe ended it’s 20-year mission. https://www.space.com/38167-cassini-spacecraft-plunges-into-saturn.html

About seven years ago Lilian befriended a young Afghanistan boy on line. She remembered a TV Show she taped with a friend who profiled different countries, for worthy opponents, he called it, for war. He had worked in that capacity in Russia and was brought to the US after the war. It was really interesting and the Tacoma Newspaper wrote an article about the show. One of the things he talked about was out of all the people he had ever profiled Afghanistanies were the most loyal in the world. The show was taped before we were involved in the conflict in Afghanistan. Because of the conflict people again look different at people from certain countries and Lilian and her young friend were caught up in the change of circumstances. At one point Lilian no longer corresponded with the young man. It saddened her to have, like times before, to restrict her friendship with people from around the world because of politics and conflicts. A few days ago the young man contacted her again reminding her that she was still a friend and to please allow him access to her life again. It was hard to explain that she was worried about the paranoia we have developed since we are under a new Administration. What was hard to explain was that in America we can take pictures with guns but if anyone else does it is sometimes misunderstood. A few hours later he contacted her again telling her he had removed everything that looked like any kind of weapon from his time-line for her to please stay his friend. It is so sad to have to make decisions and hurt people without reason, just because it is fashionable, expected or demanded. What the world needs is peace for all. Want to see an Oxymoron?

an Oxymoron

That really happened……

There is such controversy as to who should do what so Lilian took the time and researched the subject. What her friend at FIJA… Fully Informed Jury Association… taught her came in very handy. She read the whole case…. Look it up yourself.

319 U.S. 624
West Virginia State Board of Education v. Barnette (No. 591)

Argued: March 11, 1943
Decided: June 14, 1943

Supreme Court: Jackson wrote the majority opinion for the Court, which was split 6-3. Jackson held that making it compulsory to salute the flag and pledge allegiance was a violation of the First and Fourteenth Amendments and was not able to be justified as a means of achieving patriotism and national unity. Jackson reasoned that saying the pledge of allegiance was speech as it communicated an expression of set ideas. By making this speech a requirement it violated the First Amendment values.

violated the First Amendment values

New Century Times

While the country is under attack by Natural Disasters and division created by our Leader another Country held elections. Germany re-elected Angela Merkle and unfortunately a party which has the same outlook as President Trump…. some called it the old Nazi Party regained power. I suppose Humans have to grow wings in order to fly above the pollution of the present Human mind and attitudes. Am I glad I am just a meager Crow.

While there are daily threats of nuclear war…so unnecessary in the big picture of things, it is easy to forget that there are also great things happening. A New Star Trek Series is airing on CBS on Sunday, Ancient Aliens is now airing in Germany and available in other places. The pumpkin harvest is almost at an end, kids are back in school and people are starting to feel generous towards their fellow man. It happens every year.

Global Citizin Festival took place admids the Chaos. Again Hollywood and the Music World united and once again is trying to change the world… actually trying to put it back to where it was BT. There were so many wonderful people all in unison. Some of the old stars were there from around the world. It was like the world had caught it’s footing and regained it’s senses. The old timers from Farm Aid were all preforming their songs and the young people of ALL races were singing along like they had been occupying the planet for Millenniums. It was WONDERFUL! We are the world! We can do this again.

Sweety is out of seeds and finally hopping a bit closer. Maybe she worries about the cat… there, close the door and stay for a spell. What is troubling you, I can see something is not right. Well, Mr McKrekor we have a problem. While you were traveling the country I was busy trying to create a home, Winter is coming after all and it will be a bad one. Like I said I was trying to make a home and I don’t know what happened when the nest was completed look what we ended up with…..

look what we ended up with

Lilian as crow avatar
Peace to all


September 2017 Newsletter


Mr McKrekor PRESENT….with my Sweetheart having lunch and trying to sort out the crazy month of August.

I wanted to discuss the possibility of a soon to be marriage and having our nest made before the cold and rain came back….a hard winter is predicted but she wanted to talk about the stars and the moon. I think she is hanging out with Lilian and her friends more than I realized. But who am I to complain, was it not for that I would not have ran into this beauty and I trying to her make mine….

Lilian did a work up on an update for 2017 events and posted her findings. Mercury usually turns retrograde three times a year, but in 2017 there are four Mercury retrograde phases,at this time Mercury Retrograde in Virgo: August 12, 2017

Saturn from April 6, 2017 until August 25, 2017.

Pluto from April 20, 2017 until September 28, 2017.

  1. Persons Ego will re-enforced because of flattery.  A leader who agitates.  Necessary to have power of decision.

    This is Trump. He is never going to change and it is up to the people to make a decision as to keep their leader or not.  It would appear by the time they make up their mind it is almost the end of the term and much destruction has taken place.  Can only hope I am wrong and there will be a quick solution…

  2. KRONOS looks scary, but is harmless if you pay attention.  Very tough on the outside, but can be reasoned with.

    Kronos is a mystical animal resembling a walrus with a horn.  It looks scary but is within it’s own species a gentle being which likes to be left alone and not react unless attacked.

    I think this AT THIS MOMENT is North Korea,  He will back down as soon as he no longer feels threatened and he wants to be validated.  Small dogs bark loud and often to be heard and true, their bite can be sharp and painful if they nip at you ankles.

  3. Sadness, hidden energies,loss of freedom,uncontrollable fear,  Lack of communications.
  4. Confusion.  Do not let yourself be carried away by passion or greed.

    Some think all is well and fall victims to delusion.

  5. Your protection will become your prison.
  6. Metal,wood,defend and attack. Excessive force. problems with security do to bad performance.

    The disorder on the top will continue, so will police brutality.

  7. Time lost, false promises.  The bread you deny others will be taken away from you.

    Many allies  are turning their back on us because they lost respect and noticed our uncaring ways.

  8. You got what you wanted.  Social standing is unstable and your circle will be endless.

    This makes reference to electing Trump.

  9. Uneasiness, nervousness, numb feeling…it is a mental block.  Do NOT wait till sadness knocks on the door….get back to reality!
  10. Sorrow, confusion,tears.  Psychic inability due to underlying violence,hard to determine anything.
  11. False promises and vanishing success.
  12. Fire,failures of fuel and electricity due to corruption.  Someone wants what belongs to us.  Creditors demanding payment and much death————– WAR.
  13. A need to cocoon, You should have taken an  advantage of the bonanza, only thing now is to wait for a new opportunity.  It is YOUR FAULT.

Lilian has been looking at her and some other’s predictions for 2017. It appears that everyone has a piece of what is going on at the moment. It is not really surprising since 2017 is so turbulent and in so many ways unpredictable.

Lilian was contacted by Swami Lokesh Kumar Singh and it was decided to have her look at 2017 again. Many things they discussed happened within a couple of days. She went to the studio, set up the set, all was ready to tape the show when her Guides instructed her to stop and NOT do the show. She did and went home. She thought she was not suppose to look at the future at the moment. After reviewing the original Predictions it appears that the events are correct except some played out somewhat different that perceived, which is a good thing since the “Trouble Shooting” is done to change things humans don’t like and what is predicted WILL have a different outcome.

total eclipse of the Sun
Picture by Michael Lillie

Some say the total eclipse of the Sun effected the tides in Washington State and a fish farm had damage to the nets, which resulted in 305.000 Atlantic Salmon escaping creating an imbalance in the Eco System. People were encouraged to try and catch them and we, Birds, tried helping also. Not sure how it is ending time will tell. All I know Atlantic Salmon and Pacific Salmon are not compatible and there is concern as to what will happen when Pacific Salmon is going to spawn.

Make sure you have ID regardless of age when buying whip cream at the Dollar Store. You have to be 18 and tell them you are NOT HUFFING Whip cream. They justified the comments by stating there was a chemical in the can that people get high on.

The 10 dead sailors from the US Destroyer John S, McCain are recovered and identified as junior ranking servicemen mostly working as electronics and communications technicians.

The world lost the great Dick Gregory in August, one of a few who told things the way the are. Comedian, Activist and Human Being he got an A+ for this lifetime.

Electronic attacks on US Diplomats in Cuba brought the subject into the forefront. This is not a new subject to some because Jim Marrs and Lilian were attackt like that at a conference once. Unfortunately Jim Marrs died this month or he would have had a lot to say about this. I am sure he would have speculated that Cuba does not have the capability to do so on their own but Russia and US do. That project has been in the works for many years it is only now that it is openly being discussed. Condolences for Jim’s Family came from all around the world. Ingo Swan would have been another friend able to shed a bit a light on the subject but he passed away a few of years ago, guess we have to rely on whom ever wants to explain what happened…. Jim was a good friend and had a lot to offer the world, a big loss for Lilian and her friends.

L-R Lilian Ingo Swann Jim Marrs
L-R Lilian Ingo Swann Jim Marrs


Ingo Douglas Swann was a claimed psychic, artist, and author known for being the co-creator, along with Russell Targ and Harold Puthoff, of remote viewing, and specifically the Stargate Project. wikipedia.org

Lilian's grandson's plight with his custody of his daughter

We have been following Lilian’s grandson’s plight with his custody of his daughter. To refresh your memory he had lost joint custody earlier in the year and was giving visiting privileges for 2 weeks each year. His time for the visit was in August, I will give you the highlights.

He lives and works in Corpus Christ TX.

He flies to Michigan to pick up his daughter and comes home to Washington State. ( Seattle Airport).

They spend 1 week with the family.

At the end of the week he flies to Michigan to return the daughter since MOM decided she wanted to send the child one week at a time only.

He flies back to Seattle and returns to Michigan 1 week later to fly back to Seattle.

One week later he flies to Michigan to return his daughter and returns to Corpus Christi TX. Dizzy yet?


He was going to document it for you including cost of 6,repeat,6 plane tickets except he is tight up with Hurricane Harvey at the moment so he will revisit the Child Care fiasco with you next month.

Speaking of Malcolm.  He works on Wind Turbines in Corpus Christi.  He lives in Rockport and had to evacuate ahead of Hurricane Harvey. He went to Austin and thinks he will be able to return in a few days.  Unless you are a bird there is no way all roads are closed or washed out and 100’s of miles are under water.  The Death count has not been established but this storm is one of the worst in American history. It was also the only storm I have known to make landfall 3 times in my friend Lilian’s lifetime. She is 70 years old. She did see this storm in October 2016 in the predictions for 2017. Much worse than Katrina…my Sweety reminded me. Malcolm did make it back to Rockport safely. While on the road he reported the following:

Driving back to Corpus Christi and I’ve seen dozens and dozens of personal trucks and trailers heading to Houston with pallets of water, generators, diapers, formula and other necessities. It has put some faith back into humanity for me.
Texans going out of their way, spending thousands to help those in need makes me finally think, Texas isn’t so bad.

Thanks to everyone helping out, stay safe.

Luckily he had taken his Camper with him and it is still unclear how he managed to travel so many storm effected roads.

Lilian was a nervous wreck all during the time he was traveling and tried to imagine the energy apprehension multiplied my thousands felt like. She talked to several friends in different parts of the country who like her experienced periodic crying spells that came on all of a sudden. We,animals sense and feel discrepancies in Nature,so do some human beings who are Sensitives. The world is so contaminated with electronic smog I wonder just how much longer we can ‘Feel” things before electronic sounds drown out everything.

OH,OH,my Sweety is getting frustrated, she does not like it when I get so involved in ‘Humanness” she calls it and than I have to attempt to explain again that we are ALL effected, man and beast, by the screw-ups of modern man who is contaminating the planet into extinction.

Next post from Malcolm was as follows:

I visited the RV park where I stayed for the last 6 months and it was unrecognizable. I was speechless driving through town.
#hurricaneharvey #rockport #damaged #cat4 #eyeofthestorm #gladipulledout @ Rockport, Texas

it was unrecognizable 01it was unrecognizable 02

The President wished everyone well and suggested they stay safe while he was busy doing his work and THIS is what happened in 1 day. Repeat 1 day:

North Korea lounged 3 rockets. ( 3 more a couple of days later)

President Trump issued formal orders to ban Transgender people from joining the Military. If I am not mistaken it also includes dismissing transgender military already serving.

President Trump granted a full pardon to Sheriff Arpaia while his trial was still in process since he had not been sentenced.  By doing so interfered with the judicial process of the case. Arpaia is the Sheriff who ran his jail like a Concentration Camp and is responsible for people’s death.

President Trump started the process of overriding laws which were put in place top protect the Dreamers.  Undocumented people brought to the US as children by their parents.

President Trump, per Twitter, promoted a friend’s book and talked about the stupid wall.

President Trump is planning on reversing President Obama’s ban on local police forces buying military equipment, which was put in place after police in Ferguson, Missouri controversially used tanks and other military weapons against protesters after the shooting of Michael Brown.

A few days before it became apparent during a speech in Charlottesville VA why so many of President Obama’s protective laws put in place for minority population were reversed. The White Supremacy Agenda reared it’s head and it looks like it will stay for some time.   I wonder if this applies to me and my Sweetheart since we are of different color….guess I have to keep you posted.  What I do know it is of great concern for me and my Sweetly, especially since we plan on hatching a few eggs before years end and unless the Trump Administration changes it’s course it will present a big problem.

Subpoenas in reverence to the “RUSSIAN-PROBE” have been issued.  From the original staff at the White House many are no longer on the job, they were either fired or resigned.  Hundreds of important positions in Government have not been filled and one wonders how anything even resembles the government.

Trump signed the executive order mid-August, effectively getting rid of the Federal Flood Risk Management Standard, saying it would allow the permitting process to go by much, much faster for important infrastructure projects.

Wolves and Coyotes are in danger, it is now allowed to kill those wonderful animals and one wonders what is next.

India, China agree to ‘expeditious disengagement’ of Doklam border dispute.

10 refineries were damaged, within 2 days of the storm gas went up 30 cents per gallon and this is only the beginning.  Wonder if it would be advisable to tell people to grow wings real quick so they can get around.  Mail per pigeons are almost a thing of the past but I am telling you it worked in the past and at the rate the world is going it is reverting back to the stone age…well, maybe not THAT far, but some of the old methods are still workable solutions.  Social Media is how people stay informed, locate missing persons and keep track of the affairs of the world.

Flood in Houston 01Flood in Houston 02Flood in Houston 03
Flood in Houston Steve Gonzales/Houston Chronicle Second Top: Somalia. Bottom: India

The name Harvey means : DUALITY….TEACHER… 222 so it represents Union….is ruled by both. Chaos in a orderly fashion runs through his life and he projects the mood of people around him….. he likes to ponder his ideas and utilize what he has discovered .  STRONG AND ARDENT,guess he lived up to his name is is still causing death and distraction as we speak.

Harvey united the people. They helped one another, no matter who they are. Maybe instead of going to Texas President Trump should go to his tower and let everyone be Americans again.

While the storms rage there was also a second fire in her vicinity at Grand Mounds WA. Many houses were lost and this weekend Lilian with me and Sweety in tow will check out the damage for next newsletter, since there is a lot to THAT story.

Lilian was a hub, if you will, for contacts during the disaster. She has acted in this capacity for many years and jokenly calls it a traffic cop for disaster. As she was making a copy of the latest weather map for friends who only had limited access to the internet she noticed the storm resembled an animal.

Looks like a bear to me
BEAR is your judgment off?  How about the ones around you,  are you missing what is beneficial in your life.
Are you not seeing the core of goodness in this situation. Bringing awakening power to the forefront and become strong.

Alaia Leighland
like a bear to me

Millard Mayfield
Global warming is real stay tune for the winter.

Shelia Powers

Shelia Powers

Susan Bain

Susan Baina

Lilian Mustelier

Lilian Mustelier
bear is fitting for me…
BEAR is your judgment off? How about the ones around you. are you missing what is beneficial in your
Are you not seeing the core of goodness in this situation, Bringing awakening power to the forefront and become strong.

Renate Strang

Renate Strang
I see both, the bear and the hyena

Rom Johnson

Rom Johnson Hyena

Lilian Mustelier

Lilian Mustelier HYENA: ability to love, even when abused. In Greek
Mythology it is guardian of the dead and also motherhood
representing nurturing and family

Harvey to make third landfall Wednesday.

If only there was a thirsty Dragon from the sky stopping by and drinking all that water……..

As Lilian drove around she, like she does often was talking to herself. She does not play the radio while driving, she says she has to be able to hear her engine. She was questioning herself if every word she says was being annualized by someone as they do with President Trump, if people could understand what she means. She also talks in riddles at times and one wonders if it is perceived in the way it is presented. She let out a yelp and wondered if she could accidentally be mistaken for a TRUMP-ET.

Lilian as crow avatar

Love and Light

August 2017 Newsletter

R. McKrekor here, in a hurry

If July was a river, flying over it would have resembled fast rushing water after a snow melt. It flowed fast and furious, if one thinks it flowed at all. Depends who you asked. We, in the Bird family have a grapevine much a sea creatures do, having said that I found out that much of America had flooded and Europe was drenched in rain for days and days. The American West could have used a bit of moisture as fires were raging. One would think in a perfect world things would be a bit more balanced…HA… nothing balanced these days. OOPS, had better pay attention where I am soaring to but I am in a hurry to meet up with my bride, been a few days since I have seen here, She is a Beauty, would you agree?

She is a Beauty

Some of the repairs from Lilian’s neighborhood from the Tornado/Wind Burst are all but completed. Sadly the Hawk Family who had their nest under the overhang of the neighbors roof is still looking for a new home. They continue to circle over Lilian’s house and even paid a visit the night the Space Station flew over the neighborhood the night of July 24th.

I had planned to meet my Sweetheart at the local TV Station, a great place to pick up some gossip and visit with friends, especially on Fridays when Lilian spends time there while loading her shows to Youtube/psygeria… In order to get there I stopped in the parking lot at Target and nibbled on a snack, in fact I tried figuring out to save some goodies for my Lady, except that turned out a silly notion I sometimes forget I do not have pockets. Which reminds me I heard rumors that it is time again to get concerned about “THE BIG ONE” small quakes are happening almost daily and tuck on our memories not to forget where we are and Mother Earth is on the move. At least once a week something to that effect is being aired on local Television and adorns the isles of local grocery stores by the cash registered so it won’t be missed.


Make sure you and those with you are safe.

  • Prepare an emergency kit with at least a 2-week supply of non-perishable food, water and other basic items.
  • Consider taking steps to reduce earthquake hazards in your household.
  • Make sure your natural gas water heater is strapped to a wall or post.
  • Be familiar with the shut-off valve on your gas appliances.
    Use flexible pipe connections to connect all gas appliances to the hose line that goes to your meter.
  • Install a gas shutoff valve at each gas appliance so you can turn it off when necessary.
  • Consider installing an earthquake valve.

IF the water of the Sound raises by 1 (ONE) inch Olympia will be submerged by water.

While circling the parking lot at Target I witnessed an exchange between a Police cruiser and Lilian. She put her hand up in the air as she approached the police car and said she wanted to report a what could be real quick out of control fire she saw on her way to town on one of the back roads . The Police officers demanded she put her hands down stressing they was NOT going to shoot, listened to her and decided it was not their jurisdiction. A few days later a Lady in Minneapolis was shot after calling the police to report a crime. The things people have to think about these days. On the same line of “CRAZY” a few days later Lilian drove to town. The roads were in the process of being repaired when she came to the stop by the old Olympia Brewing Company. The Beer factory has been dormant it and without power for many years. Lilian has excellent hearing and thought there was a whooshing noise coming from the abandoned building. She drove 3 miles to the Olympia PD to report in person what she thought she heard. She was told it was happening in Tumwater jurisdiction, she should go back and investigate it further. I can’t repeat how she answered but it ended with Hell No I am going to a family Party and left.


And Parties there were…. Malcolm came from Texas and Skylar flew in from Michigan for a Daddy-welcome- home Party and Iliana 7th Birthday Party a few days later. I had never seen so many kids in a back yard swimming pool before. Not that I had a lack of water, can’t drink chlorinated water anyway…. in fact I zwitchered about that to some of the young ones. They think water is water. In fact Lacey Water is not good for us feathered creatures, it is fluoridated, BUT an ordinance was just adopted so that practice will quit. Fluoride is medicine and someone at one point had the great idea to put it in to EVERYONE’S drinking water.

The streets are full of beautiful RETRO cars and the new ones look like the old ones, the ones people claim to have had fun driving. All colors. Happy fun cars. People in the yard washing their prize possessions and socializing, a sight to see.

They talk about the crazy politics tolerated by so many, the new skirmishes between Palestine and Israel. The virtual world is so connected at times it feels like everyone knows someone in each land in the world and imagine how easy it would be to accept that they are all of the same species…well…. Most of them…..

When they say Birds of a feather….. I have something to say about THAT!

Dysphoria or Ethnic Identity Disorder (EID) is a Psychological condition, in which a person (HUMAN) believes that they are a member of a group other than their biological parents. It doesn’t matter what you know, it matters how you identify yourself and how you behave, and who you associate the most with. In the Bird kingdom a Cuckoo lays his eggs in someone elses nest to hatch and be raised my another bird species. This does not apply to humans, that would be a foster parent or an adoption. There was a question put to Native Americans what considered one a Native by percentage and DNA. Lilian’s Australian Aboriginals responded by saying this is NOT how they look at this subject, IF a person considers themselves to be Indigenous that is what they are. Lilian gave this some thought in reference to the current President. Giving his Birth Background and who he identifies with. Please take a look at his choices in wives and friends. He looks as many things much like an Eastern Europien would and chances are he has really no clue what it is like to think like an American, in which case he really sees nothing wrong with his line of thinking. A friend of Lilian’s, Sharon Lewis, is a Blues Singer. She goes on World Tours and just returned from Russia. Lilian asked her what the average person in that country thinks about this subject. Sharon thought they were wonderful. Caring, loving people. Lilian remembers her childhood and interactions with Solgiers from that country as brutal and very scary. At this time in her life she also remembers her friendship with a few natives from there and that were very good relationships. Therefore one cannot stereotype and in my bird-brain it would be logical that the term Dysphoria or Ethnic Identity Disorder (EID) applies. Count your blessings, it could be worse…. in form of a God Complex.

An Iceberg broke off
An Iceberg crack

An Iceberg broke off and it may be some time before we know just how much danger it represents, the face of Mother Earth is changing, if only Humans would pay more attention, especially now that in America there is an administration who does NOT wants to acknowledge Climate Change.

Lilian got lost on her way to the Doctor and ran into a GREAT MOUND. She secured permission from the tribe who the property belongs to to take a look. She wants to just sit there and see if she can connect with the energy present. She thinks more attention should be paid to the Mound and it was not accident that she ended up there.

Sadness arrived with the death of another some in her family were close to and we wish her well on her journey. She was allowed to live on Earth for 52 years and it so greatly missed.

homegoing celebration card

Lots going on in Lilian’s cyberspace reality and on July 17th, a day she celebrates, she posted the following:

Today 51 years ago I arrived at my new home. America.

Roberta Ellen Smith Apple, Guddu Tiwari and 10 others responded, here are some of the comments.

Suzanne Gribble
 Welcome. Sorry it’s not in as good condition as it was.

Sharon Lewis Happy to have you! ❤

Cari M. Huston I’m awfully glad you did.

Another person apologist for it not being the same country she came to because of all the problems we are currently experiencing.
Wait, if you take a good look at everything things are mighty similar, people went forward and now backwards again.

Another friend of Lilian’s practically got a standing ovation, if that is possible, when he notified the public of a decision he made.

With Regret – Why I Must Leave MUFON Completely
Posted on: July 22nd, 2017
by James Clarkson
With Regret – Why I Must Leave MUFON Completely

I am addressing this letter to all MUFON State Directors and Members of the Board. I joined MUFON in 1987 in Washington State where I have lived since 1977 when I was honorably discharged from the Army. Recently I resigned from my position as Washington State MUFON Director for reason that will be explained. Chase Kloetzke asked me if I would remain as an FI, STAR Team member and investigator for the Special Assignments Team. Hesitantly, I agreed to remain out of respect for her. Shortly after that, I heard about the MUFON Inner Circle as part of the disclosures from Jan Harzan when he was interviewed by Kevin Randle. For the reasons explained below I believe I must leave MUFON altogether.

Since I am certain that most of you know very little about me, I will tell you that after I arrived in Washington state on 1975, I completed a 20-year career as a police sergeant with numerous assignments such as fatal accident team supervisor and detective sergeant. I have also spent 2 years as a child abuse detective and 10 years as a state fraud investigator. On a parallel path, I have had a lifelong commitment to trying to explore the UFO Mystery.

Given the situation that I am addressing, where I live is extremely relevant to my decision to quit MUFON. I live in Olympia in Thurston County in Washington State; Olympia is 19 miles from Yelm, WA, the location of the world headquarters of the cult leader, JZ Knight AKA Ramtha, who is arguably the richest and most powerful member of the MUFON Inner Circle. I am painfully aware of all the negative consequences that may arise from the influence of those in the MUFON Inner Circle.

I did not know JZ Knight’s role in MUFON until after I heard the Kevin Randle interview of Jan Harzan, not long after I resigned as a MUFON State Director. Given the power and influence of JZ Knight, and not knowing how much influence she truly has in MUFON, I may be taking a risk by daring to voice a concern about her Inner Circle status. At the same time, I will not have my reputation in this field compromised by affiliating with a rich and powerful cult leader who is now a member of the MUFON Inner Circle.

To fully understand my position, I would ask that the reader should study two web articles and then return to this letter:

  1. http://kevinrandle.blogspot.com/2017/06/mufon-racism-and-dodging-questions.html
  2. http://www.alternet.org/belief/ramtha-new-age-cult-leader-unleashes-drunken-racist-homophobic-rants-large-following

Right after the recent resignation of another MUFON State Director and charter member, Rich Hoffman, I resigned my directorship because of long-term burnout and a growing sense that MUFON as a serious UFO investigative organization no longer exists. I suspect that I am not the only State Director suffering from a deep malaise while watching MUFON become an income-generating enterprise. The triggering event for me was the lack of an immediate dismissal of John Ventre from his State Directorship after his racist outburst on Facebook, or at least an immediate statement that Ventre’s comments were not acceptable coming from a leader of MUFON.

Because of what I am about to explain, remaining in MUFON in any capacity is morally unacceptable. Simply, I will not place my reputation as an Investigator and Researcher into the hands of JZ Knight or other mysterious people who have purchased a position of influence at the highest levels of MUFON. And from the Kevin Randle interview I have learned that John Ventre is still an Inner Circle member. He may also be appointed to any number of key positions in the future. Before you pass judgment on my reaction to the disclosure that JZ Knight is a member of the MUFON elite, please consider that you do not live in her immediate shadow. You are not privy to the local news that I am.

I communicated directly with Rich Hoffman after he had said his goodbyes, and he told me that he was worn out trying to seek better treatment of field investigators and state directors by the leaders of MUFON; he said he was just worn out from trying. If you want the specifics, then you must ask him. I also resigned because I have had the sense for a long time that no matter how often I promoted MUFON over many years during numerous UFO lectures, in my books, lectures, and elsewhere, I would remain “Unacknowledged.” I don’t pretend I am better than anyone else, but any work horse in harness would like to be given an apple occasionally and be patted on the head.

I think I am not a lot different than other State Directors who devote hundreds of hours to running on the CMS Hamster Wheel, who spend their own money, time and effort to promote MUFON to the public. One of the criticisms I have of MUFON is that if you are not a Jaime Maussan or a Steven Greer, or someone with money to donate, then you are just one of the cogs in the machine. You do your job until you wear out and then you are replaced. Even State agencies as bureaucratic as they are, will give you a certificate and a pin for longevity.

For the last 9 years I have been the Washington State Director. I have personally investigated over 750 cases for MUFON; I have assisted in the investigation of countless others, recruiting and training Field Investigators and by assisting Peter Davenport of the National UFO Reporting Center and William Puckett of UFOs Northwest. I have lectured at major conferences across the country and once in Paris. I have appeared on countless internet radio interviews, a TV gig or two and I have written two books. I have always proudly talked about my position in MUFON. Right now, I have a YouTube interview which garnered over 19,000 views in 4 weeks. But I really believe I could walk in with a Gray on each arm and hand out pieces of memory metal as souvenirs, but in MUFON I would be invisible. I am living proof that “No man is a prophet in his own kingdom.” It is hard to watch an organization that you once served proudly become an income-generating entertainment company. And then you just can’t do it anymore.

It is not my way to draw attention to my background or accomplishments. There are many in MUFON with far greater than mine. I am describing myself fully so that others may relate to how disconnected I have felt while working as a State Director while watching MUFON move away from being an investigative organization to what will probably be a UFO entertainment franchise business. I draw that conclusion because I was one of the six State Directors who was interviewed at length by a business consultant.

That in-depth interview may be summarized simply: Have you incorporated your MUFON organization? How much income do you generate as a MUFON State organization, and how much can you donate?

I am hoping that this letter may be a catalyst for real change in MUFON’s direction if it is not already too late. The influence of the money-worshipping corporate mentality is already damaging our country like cancer; what is happening to MUFON doesn’t seem much different.

It appears the focus is so concentrated on income generation that anything like investigative integrity is just an anachronism. Caring about investigative integrity has become a nuisance. I am providing evidence in the form of one example.

The Special Assignments Team (SAT) was asked to investigate “part” of a very dubious 1946 UFO Crash case submitted by Paola Harris. Who ever heard of partially investigating a UFO report, especially when the key piece of evidence is a cast aluminum windmill pump part that is being presented as an artifact stolen from the interior of a crashed UFO in 1945? The SAT found critical investigative failures. She claimed the site was deliberately planted with noxious weeds that were genetically modified by the Government to deter UFO researchers from exploring the alleged crash site, and then on Harris’ own YouTube videos, we see the same group walking through the weeds wearing shorts. Apparently, they no longer needed to wear the full body isolation suits that look so “scientific” on camera. And the result? We got to watch Harris be given special status and an award at the Symposium. I have attached a report with evidence to support this statement. Please note that Frank Kimbler supplied the scientific data and he gave me full permission to use it as I see fit. I know that he would appreciate its inclusion herein. This is one example of many.

Within the Kevin Randle interview the reader is left with the suggestion that being a member of the Inner Circle is just about receiving a few perks. That was implied so that none of the readers would be too alarmed by having to imagine what happens when a cult leader who channels a 35,000-year-old Lemurian Warrior named Ramtha ascends to a position of authority in MUFON. I would point out that Marie Malzahn was an Inner Circle member of MUFON who worked as the Director of Investigations replacing Chuck Reever in 2010. So, every State Director should contemplate what happens if Ramtha is running UFO Investigations for MUFON, or if there are even stranger developments arising from recruitments to key positions in MUFON from the Inner Circle elite.

I know this situation has the potential for very bad outcomes because in 2011 when I was trying to assist an excellent new FI regain access to CMS after she was arbitrarily locked out, Director Malzahn ordered me to obey her or else. I chose the “or else.” After I returned in 2012 at the request of Dave MacDonald, I made peace with Ms. Malzahn. In 2013, she asked me if I could carry a gun in Nevada to help guard Dr. Steven Greer who requested armed bodyguards at the Symposium. Somewhere along the way she must have offended someone who had real influence because little was heard from her after that.

I will end with a cautionary tale to point out that the rest of the UFO community may not be quite as sold on MUFON’s supremacy in this field as we are led to believe. In 2010 my wife inherited a trip to Paris and while we were there I presented to Les Repas Ufologique. I told the story of my friend June Crain and immediately sold all my books. The Parisian Ufologists were very gracious and welcoming. The only disquieting moments occurred when they commented that they had not trusted MUFON for a long time. This has been a recurring theme in various places I have visited over the years; I could build trust personally with the audience and other researchers but there are always many people who don’t believe MUFON lives up to its avowed mission. The newest version of this arose on the Internet after the John Ventre scandal and the Kevin Randle interview; MUFON is now being called MUFONINO – MUFON In Name Only.

The value of MUFON has always been its reputation for integrity. But every time we endorse the Greer’s, the Maussan’s, the JZ Knight’s, and all the rest who will push anything for a buck, then MUFON has that much less integrity to lose. I know all the arguments; you must give the public what it wants to generate the most Symposium tickets sales. When you argue from a business perspective, the intangibles such as integrity, reputation or honor become sadly irrelevant.

It would be great if this is not true. I will always help anyone who asks me to assist their investigation whether they are in MUFON or not. It is with regret that I am resigning from MUFON, but I don’t see that I have an honorable alternative. We should all be on the same side and not divided into Elites and the Subservient. Thank you for reading this. I have tried to be as honest as I know how.

James E. Clarkson
Former MUFON State Director
Career UFO Researcher

While filming the 4th of July Fireworks Lilian accidentally captured a UFO on her video. Unfortunately it is in her Marco Polo and noone knows how to retrieve it from the program so it can be send in to be analyzed. Wish I was not a bird, bet I could figure it out…. Technology and humans….

The Target parking-lot is a busy place today, lots of trash everywhere. It has not rained in Olympia for 39 days, maybe that is why the pavement looks gray today. My Sweetheart is late. Every road in the County is under construction and hard to maneuver. That by itself should not interfere with her flight, maybe she stopped to look at something. I on the other hand am getting impatient, 4 hours human time is a long time in bird life and I am not interested in becoming an Old Crow before she gets here.

Lilian as crow avatar

I remain yours truly
Mr. MCKrekor

2 new shows were posted on Youtube in July

July 2017 Newsletter

R. McKrekor here, in a hurry

MR. McKrekor here, in a hurry, so I won’t be late for the report.

I am suppose to meet my Sweetheart, but it is so close to JULY 4th the American Independence Day and fireworks is already being shot off. It frightens her….. little scary Crow….. I guess I have to be patient and wait till she decides to take flight again and come my way. I am pretty sure about my role in her life and am confident she will seek me out after the hoopla stops in a few days. Yes, it will appear like an eternity for this bird, but I have learned to respect others space and show the proper respect to the “Bird Ladies”. I learned that from my human friend Lilian. Just recently she lost a friend of 30 years since she refused to overstep her prinzables of Neutrality in a dispute between her friend and a family member. It was painful, but she said it is important to stay true to ones self under any circumstance. Guess I test it out in my Bird Kingdom and I am almost sure it works here also. In my case it is a relationship issue and respecting my Ladies wishes.

Since I have this extra time on my claws I did not pay attention to the whereabouts of the Sun….. therefore the hurry….. if it gets dark I won’t be able to see what my friend is doing. The lights in her house confuse me. Instead of having lights like a normal person she changes them often, mostly the colors of the bulbs according to her moods. She said it helps her to keep track of herself, I don’t understand it ….. as long as she does. She reasons with herself in as much as she thinks colors can change her mood and mental well being. Color Therapy she calls it, along with smells. Oh yeah the smells. She calls that Aroma Therapy. Imagine being able to smell what mood your partner is in just by the aroma in the house…. Works for her, works for her.

The Tornado/Wind burst at her house, last month, practically destroyed the house straight across from her. It is under repair but oddly enough a Hawk Family has build their nest below a piece of a water gutter for the time being. Needless to say we BOTH watch it closely. Lilian, to keep track of the cat and I not to become a meal.

Ah, I made it! Lilian must have washed her hair and applied her new found treasure, a PLUMPER she calls it. She bought it off TV and the mailman brought it along with an envelope with several opened pieces of mail. The apology from the Post office stated that due to Graduation Time many pieces of mail resembling cards had been plundered looking for cash gifts for the Graduates. The Plumper works so well I can hardly see her wrinkles, after all she is just about 70 years old. The bottles says Amazon White Clay &Acacia collagen. It WORKS, the bald spot on her head gets smaller, or appears to get smaller each time she uses it. Don’t tell her I told you she wears wigs on her shows. Imagine the money that saves and they are sure pretty. She says her hair without the Plumper looks straggly… what ever that means. Lilian makes up words at the drop of the hat or pronounces something the way she hears it. Speaking of language. The German language is so riddled with English and Computer terms you could actually watch their News on ARD/DE and understand most of what is said and get an Idea how the world feel really about us here in America.

Braxit goes forward full force.

Puorto Rico votes to become the 51st state.

Florida flooded.

Dennis Rodman visited North Korea.

London had a deadly Apartment fire due to faulty materials used.

Fires are ravishing 11 Western American States so early in the year.

Shootings continue and it is sad when we hold our breath to see what race or nationally the shooter was.

Former FBI Head Jim Comney testified and the dragnet of offender widened.

The White House press has been restricted to AUDIO only and politics are continuing to deteriorate.

Demonstrations continue across America, Evergreen Collage in Olympia’s disturbances…riots.. made the intentional news and we are further apart from each other than ever.

Lilian’s friend Karen is reading several chapters of her ( Lilian) books to her each night.
Karen is in Chicago and they Skype. What they have found it that this is very therapeutic. It relaxes Karen who suffers of OCD and Lilian gets to refresh her memory as to what she has been writing about over the past 20+ years. Did you know the Newsletters started in 1996? What I have learned in turn is that no matter what is happening NOW it has happened before. Not to THIS extend, never the less some of the stories sounds like they are taken from the Nightly News TODAY.
https://psygeria.com/books-2/ for free download.

A bowl with fresh water…my birdbath fell over again thanks to a giant Labrador who thinks it is his water bowl…. Sun going down and a refreshing breeze. It was 102 degrees a couple of days ago, nice to relax at 70 for beast and men.

During my stay away from me period by my Sweetheart I have spend lots of time just sitting in the tree at Lilian’s. Occasionally flying to her window seal and “spying” on her. What I noticed is, now that she no longer stays on the move, she spends much time communicating with people on the internet. She marvels at the young people around the world who are willing to share themselves with her. The friends from Northern Territory in Australia share their lives and connected with some of her Native American friends. Both groups post on her Facebook page. The plight of the Aboriginal Australians the friends at Standing Rock and their victory to have the pipeline declared ILLIGAL again…. wonder if it does any good since it leaked already and the young friends from around the world. Lilian is so proud of some of them, instead creating havoc they are making the world a better place.

She skypes with her great nephew in Europe at times, he is 17 and wants to know about the people in the stars.

The 20-year old friend from Switzerland wants to know about GMO’s.

The 19-year old from Gambia inquires about the phone rates and wonders why some of the YouTube programs won’t play in his country.

Just so many young people eager to learn, seems they get less attention than the ones creating problems. Every generation experiences this….Think back.

Saâda Berdjouhs is one of her Algerian friends. Saâda teaches English in BATNA. She also travels all over to attend confrences and works very hard to teach he young students how to make a difference. Here is one of her posts.

Saâda Berdjouhs

In my country, I think that youth have some free life to do what they want and make some changes in life but without breaking the rules. That does not mean that we have everything. We need more things to be on top, and there are problems but we work to solve them. Algerian young people are very ambitious. They are capable of organising and creating whatever they want when an opportunity is given to them. However they face too many problems, such as lack of means and information. As a result of this we need to take care of them, inform them and allocate them in organisations in order to improve their competences in different fields. Many problems, no work, and no possibility to go outside Algeria and meet people from different countries. Real social development is needed. The majority of young people in Algeria are suffering from poverty. Social problems like unemployment, drugs, illegal immigration, and stereotypes are rampant. The Euro-Med Youth Platform is a tool to combat this. Young people in my country are very motivated. The average age is between 20 and 30. Young people are creative and sociable. Young people in Algeria are generally suffering because of many needs and problems on the social, economic and cultural levels. Unemployment, poverty, ignorance, health problems and especially the absence of information and orientation, make their life difficult, and as a result we see violence, vandalism, illegal immigration, insecurity, drug abuse, racism, xenophobia and so on. Young people in my country are faced with many problems. The education has a large responsibility in the disaster of young people in Algeria. The youngsters do not get good education and enough knowledge at school. This is caused by the lack of motivation in our schools, absence of cultural and sports activities, no technological means and all that can attract the kids to study. Most of them are excluded at schools without any qualifications. The few youth clubs that exist in our cities cannot satisfy the huge number of youths who come frequently to these houses. In a few words young people are not taken in charge at all. This situation caused many drunks and drug addicts in our society. Youth is so much marginalised. Young people cannot take any part in the decisions taken for them. In Algeria, youth represent the largest population in Algerian society and they are between 18 and 30 years old. Despite the efforts that government try to provide for them as job opportunities, facilities to start a small companies and also there are no tuition fees for education in all universities arround Algeria. Youth still complain from different problems in their daily life such as bureaucracy, unemployment, expensive life, the housing crisis and the high cost of dowries. Male youth here consider themselves as they have less chance in life because of the several obstacles that they face. If you meet any young man in Algeria and you ask him about his current situation he says immediately: I have been graduated from University, and then I had to do my military service which took two years of my life. Once I finished it I went to look for a job, but I found no job vacancy because they have taken by girls since they are not concerned by passing the military service. I wanted to settle down and marry but I couldn’t because I have no dependent house, I still live with my parents. I don’t have a job because if you look for a job you need previous experience and the experience itself needs working in a specific period. Such a philosophy! Also, marry a girl requires you to have a house, but government helps you in getting a house only if you are married. Now, I am working in a simple job which is completely out of my field of study in order to get some money for my cigarettes and coffee with my friends till my day comes in this country. Others think about immigrating toward Europe to find better life and they don’t care about facing unknown danger like death and marginalization overseas. When speaking about a typical Algerian young, he is talented, sociable, and try to not be influenced by different problems. Some of them created small groups of music like rap bands to transmit their concerns to others through rap songs with their own lyrics. Others are involved in sport clubs opened in different youth houses to practise football, swimming or combat sports. You also find many young prefers playing video games and spending long time challenging each other in their leisure time. It is very known that Algerians are very attached to their national elements like religion, language, geographical land. That does not mean they are racist, but also they pursue the current situation in other countries like Syria, Egypt, Tunisia … where Arab spring emerged three years ago through using different tools of social media such as TV, newspapers, and internet. May be you can notice this big love to Algeria during football matches of our national team, everybody hangs a flag in his flat to show the support and during the match you find the streets empty because everybody is busy by watching the match in the house in front of TV or in the streets and others prefer to be in the stadium even if the match is playing outside of Algeria. Recently, the culture of voluntary work among Algerian youth is widely spreaded, you find new emerged groups of volunteers who give importance to nature protection, helping the poor people and orphans and blood donation. They call themselves ”People for Goodness” composed of students and workers, their main tasks are cleaning streets and neighborhoods, planting trees, also hold sensitize days about different issues. During religious events like Ramadane and Eids, they collect aid and money to buy food and clothes for poor families. For cold winters in suburbs where there are no gas and sometimes electricity, ”People for Goodness” buy stoves and blankets and others needs in order to warm and light their houses. Volunteers do not work only at this level, also they start contributing positively in society through NGOs work by creating groups and associations in order to promote the mutual understanding and communication. They came from different backgrounds and gather themselves according to their common concerns and objectives. Their activities showed through events, conferences and workshops adressed to other youth.” – Saada Berdjouh

Christopher Allen Brewer has been friends with Lilian for many years. They seem to have a special bond in a strange way, past life perhaps. June was Gay Pride Month. There were fastivities all around the world…. no not really. Only in the countries in which is was allowed.

Here is what Christopher posted

Proud of yourself?

If I were to be put into a Nazi Concentration Camp 80 years ago, the triangular badge I would have been forced to wear would have been pink in color. As you know, the Jews wore a yellow one which was made into a 6-pointed star. These were badges of shame. I would have been considered a sexual deviant simply due to my attraction to my husband James. If I lived in Yemen, I would be stoned to death. Same thing in Mauritania and Saudi Arabia. In Iran I would be sentenced to death. Same thing for Nigeria, Qatar Afghanistan, Somalia and Sudan. I’ve also scratched Russia off my to-go list.

It may be pride month, but the world has little to be proud of when it comes to LGBT rights.
Were I living in America in the 50’s and 60’s, I would have been faced with an anti-gay legal system, which allowed others to openly discriminate on the basis of sexual orientation. Of course, I wouldn’t have had it as bad as the abuse others of this period suffered simply because they were black. Still, much violence was committed against gays and lesbians during this largely forgotten period where most attackers faced no legal consequences. Homosexual conversion therapy also began at this time, which included shock therapy and all manner of experimentation.

One evening, at the very end of the 60’s, a police raid occurred at the Stonewall Inn in Manhattan. Clubs which were suspected of catering to gays and lesbians were routinely raided back then. They had no place to go. That night, however, they had had enough. They fought back. Officers quickly lost control of the situation as the crowd grew and held their own. Protests were staged in the days and nights that followed. Residents of Greenwich Village organized activist groups and concentrated efforts on establishing places for gays and lesbians to be open about their sexual orientation without fear of being arrested.

By the next year in Chicago, the first official pride parade marched to continue the resistance that began at Stonewall. Many saw this as their liberation day and began using the pink triangles to raise awareness of the intolerance, bigotry and religious persecution they faced.

Eight years later, and five years after I was born, an artist named Gilbert Baker created a rainbow flag to symbolize the diversity of the gay community. Thirteen years after that, when I came out during my senior year of high school in 1991, there were still only a smattering of movies and made-for-TV specials depicting our struggle. There was no Logo or Will & Grace. There was one gay bookstore I had to take a bus downtown to get to, and I was often harassed getting there or leaving from there.

When I came out, my mother assured me that I would receive help. She would thereafter hang up on any guys who called for me, instructing my sister to do the same. I would have to sneak out my window to meet my friend parked down the street. There was one all-ages club we could go to. And thanks to Amendment 2, if I ever met a potential husband, I wouldn’t be allowed to legally marry him.

But by 2004, I met him. Two years later, we went ahead and married anyway. Finally, in 2014, the world caught up with us and by 2015 our union was legally recognized. There was still some resistance, some people still attempting to impose their religious views on us, convinced we had some gay agenda, but we continue to resist. My only agenda, our only agenda, were the same freedoms available to anyone else in our country.

When I was a kid, I thought that in a year like 2017, we would have flying cars and colonies on other planets for sure. My dad often had Star Trek playing in the background during this period and I would hear about “infinite diversity in infinite combinations”. Surely by the millennium, acceptance of such diversity would be commonplace. I always had an attraction to men but was forced to keep it hidden. I never knew why I was the way I was, but I stayed a good little Christian boy, going to Sunday school, bible camp and youth groups, even bible studies to earn my own bible, even though this book allegedly stated that my kind were an abomination in the eyes of the Lord.

The world did move forward, mostly technologically, but I still didn’t get the hover cars and teleportation devices I thought I’d have. What’s more, people were still squabbling about who was allowed to sleep with who. Some people moved forward. Some people moved backward. I’ve worn pink triangle and rainbow accessories. I have been to several parades and protests. Although I don’t believe those symbols completely define me, I am grateful for the progression I have witnessed in our country.

Some people believe homosexuality is caused by some cord connecting the hemispheres of the brain. Some believe it’s caused by a domineering mother and absent father. Some believe the mother passes it down to her child when the family has grown too large. Some who believe that we have reincarnated through several lifetimes as both male and female will sometimes reincarnate into bodies where we embrace both spirits. Every ancient culture has a word for homosexuality and for the most part they were valued just as much as anyone else. Homosexual behavior is found throughout nature. And yet “gay” is still used to describe something in a derogatory manner.

Regardless, I stopped caring about the cause a long time ago. Homosexuality is the least interesting thing about me. I could care less if a witch passed a wand over me in my sleep. I am someone who chooses to embrace mystery. And I stopped caring what others thought a long time ago, knowing that if I wanted to live a rich, authentic life, I had to live in a genuine manner. When my father was in Vietnam, he had a gay bunkmate. A gay soldier who fought for his country and died believing he would only ever hold value as a soldier. I don’t think of myself as having less value than others. I don’t consider myself a minority. I don’t live a life of limitation. My father never cared. He wasn’t indifferent, he just understood.

As my father was dying of cancer last year, my husband and I drove an hour and a half to see him every weekend. My husband worked a night shift and was supposed to be sleeping during the day, but always went without sleep so he could spend time with my father. He also called him “dad”. There were many times when my dad did not want us to leave. He was always happy to see us, always expected us, always visited with us. Up until the end, he waited for us and interacted with us and saluted us when he could no longer speak. He loved us no matter what. He truly understood, “infinite diversity in infinite combinations”.

So it’s pride month. Every June, during the same period when the Stonewall Riots occurred. My husband and I never went out to clubs or bars. We were involved in the gay community as much as we could be when we first met. Now, during pride month, we just do our own thing. We might watch MILK or Longtime Companion or Priscilla or And The Band Played On. We might not give a damn if we’re seen holding hands in public. I work out and James was a bodybuilder with a black belt when I met him. We can hold our own.

People complain about parades and trivialize rainbow symbols because they do not comprehend the blood, sweat and tears it took the gay community to get where it is. Those who complain forget that the freedoms they have, they always had, able to marry and display public affection without fear of harassment. It seems utterly ridiculous that James and I could still be hung or decapitated if caught displaying public affection in certain countries. It seems crazy that people we’ve never met, and some who we have, would think us an abomination.

For us, homosexuality was not a choice or something someone could seduce upon us. It’s simply what and who we are. In our time we have seen the gruesome deaths of people like Matt Sheppard and Brandon Teena, people who weren’t even displaying pink triangles or rainbow flags when they were killed. As such, we never trivialize those symbols, because a lot of people had to die so that they could come about. We see the marches and reflect on the photos we’ve seen from the Stonewall Riots. We didn’t know these people, but they made us cry to see how they struggled and fought and died simply for the freedom to be able to love who they wanted.

Christopher Allen Brewer

This is a very special time in history and the next time you see a rainbow flag, pink triangle or pride parade going by, remember that you know someone involved in this march against oppression, someone who still has to fight. And be grateful for your freedoms.

Christopher Allen Brewer, June, 2017

Lilian was honored to have been allowed to air the ceremony of their wedding on her show in 2006.

On the second Sunday in June Lilian’s alarms went off for quiet a while. She finally opened the door and greeted two men and a boy. They were friends from Ft. Defiance AZ. They came in and they said they came to check on her since it had been such a long time since she had visited. They said they brought their new son to meet her and pointed to a Cradle Board which hangs on her book case. They told the boy it was the same cradle-board which carried his mother. They had send it home with Lilian when her Grandson Sirius was born 20 years earlier. Until that time it held 6 Generations if the Roanhorse Family. The excitement of her Navajo Visitors woke her up and she offered to fix food for the travelers. They said they were unable to stay because they had to be at work on Tuesday. They just wanted to come and check on her. They stayed 20 minutes, gave her a hug and left. This is the second time they did that only the time before they stayed 2 hours and had time for dinner.

According to Google map:

There are 1,056.30 miles from Fort Defiance to Olympia in northwest direction and 1,527.14 miles (2,457.69 kilometers) by car, following the I-40 route.
Fort Defiance and Olympia are 21 hours 34 mins far apart, if you drive non-stop.
This is the fastest route from Fort Defiance, AZ to Olympia, WA. The halfway point is Austin, NV.
Please note the time difference between Fort Defiance, AZ and Olympia, WA is 1 hour.
Gas Cost according to Google calulation is $ 101-197 ONE WAY!

Guess I have gossiped enough, time to take my nap and dream about my Sweetheart. The Humming Birds are sharing my water, they are bragging how well they are liked because of their pretty appearence and always welcome everywhere, This may be true. Case and point.

Several times a month Lilian goes to a local smoke-shop to buy her goods. She has done so for 5 years. The owner is pleasant and courious. The Lady on the other hand is ALWAYS rude with an superior attitude. In front of the place sit street musicians almost always and there is a sign on the door: NO PUBLIC BATHROOMS.

Each time Lilian encounters the lady she decides never to go there again, however with her meager budget she thinks about saving $10 because the same product is so much cheaper at this establishment. Of course she forgets about it till the next time she goes there and gets the same treatment. The other day while on her way to film her show at TV Media she stopped in the little store. She was dressed for the show, wore makeup and one of those pretty wigs I was talking about. The lady was there and fell all over herself waiting on Lilian, even though she was the same person. The bill was $10.84. She gave the lady a ten dollar bill and fumbled for her coin purse for the 84 cent. The Lady insisted, the 10 was fine and to keep the change. Lilian was startled, thanked the Lady and held her tongue. Those of you who know her know what she mumbled on her way out and that she DID.

Like they say: Love and Light

Lilian as crow avatar

Cross country trip to visit friends, including Canyon DeChelle

Christopher Allen Brewer/The SpiritChasers

June 2017 Newsletter

Mr McKrekor here

Mr McKrekor here stuck in the Twilight Zone.

Oh, that woman. I am talking about my friend Lilian. I have heard it said she gets like that, forever taking on a new cause and this is my first experience with such a phase in her life. I wasn’t even an egg the last time. I really wanted to pursue my endeavor of courting my new Sweetheart but here comes that woman, by the way she throws her purse over her shoulder and aims her step to the car. I can tell she is on a mission. Can I fly 50MPH and catch up with her car? I can try because I would really love to let my Sweetie know I am leaving for a bit. One more dip in the birdbath in front of the house to be presentable… It is, after all, 86 degrees and this could be a long trip to where ever she is rushing to. I just wish I had a little notice but Humans are a strange species. Everything on a schedule, everything has to happen right now and not flexible, at least not to my interpretation.

Mrs McKrekor

Lucky me, I see my love and am able to let her know I will return… whenever. She looks content, looking for worms in the field, no cats in sight as far as I can see. Guess I will take flight and catch my Human friend in her fast-moving mode of transportation. The traffic light is red, good, I made it. Glad the window is down, I fly through the open window and catch my breath on the backseat.

Outside of the TV Studio is a table. On a warm day, some friends and colleagues congregate there and discuss themes for their TV Shows or just talk about things which may be of interest to the viewers. So it is today. Sometimes someone is accompanied by a dog. Lucky me, not at the moment. Lilian collects her usual hugs, grabs a cup of coffee and the summary of the month of May 2017 begins.

Three of the people present are GLAD the rain has stopped. I am too. My feathers are still ruffled from the Tornado/Micro Burst at Lilian’s house. Tornadoes are almost unheard of in Washington State, but never say never. It did happen.

It was unbelievable and left several mobiles uninhabitable. Trees had fallen everywhere, Roads split, power-lines all over, it was a dangerous situation. Luckily Lilian was not at home. She is so afraid of storms, this made number 15 for her. But I am getting ahead of myself with the story.

The subject discussed is Mental Illness. In case you are wondering if it is only a Human affliction, it is NOT. It can also effect animals.


What I found fascinating was that Bird watching is a very good remedy, momentarily, for mental illness. Let me be quiet and listen to the conversation. Here is the recap and the plight of trying to get help for a loved one.

The woman had not seen her Grandson for several months. He suffered from Schizophrenia and had been hospitalized as a minor. Around the anniversary of his sister’s suicide he asked the Grandmother if he could come and visit for a few days. She was excited and happy about the visit after such a long time. As soon as he arrived at her home another one of her Grandsons stopped by which resulted in a confrontation between the brothers. Unbeknownst to the woman, there are many forms of Schizophrenia. The young man suffered from the type which made him extremely paranoid and delusional. He threatened to kill all family members, with the exception of one person, to get revenge for his sister’s death. The woman assumed this just to be talk. There were 7 psychotic events in 5 days and she realized this was not empty talk, especially since it became apparent she was to be the first victim. She managed to trick him to ride with her to the post-office to run an errand for her, at which time she escaped and went to the Police Station. With THAT started what Lilian wanted to report on.

When the woman arrived at the Police Station, on a Monday, no one was there. She had to use a Dispatch Phone to talk to someone. It took almost an hour before an officer arrived, listened to the story and suggested she get a restraining order. Despite the urgency, she was not able to accomplish this task until Wednesday. In the meantime, she was unable to return home. Not only that, after having been granted the Order which was labeled URGENT and faxed by the presiding judge to 3 Police Departments due to jurisdictions, the dilemma was, according to the police, that there was no address to deliver the order to the Grandson. She pointed out that he was 2 blocks away each day associating with his friends, but was told that was not an option. Homeless or not, an address was needed. She contacted a Delivery Service she was referred to. This was NOT an option because they required a nonrefundable retainer of $500 and charged $75 an hour. A Restraining order is not enforceable until served. The woman opted for not returning home for a week because we was afraid. Court was scheduled for 2 weeks from day of issue and had to be extended for an additional 2 weeks. The woman pleaded with the police almost daily to please walk 1 city block from the Station to where the grandson spent all his days and was told only IF there was an incident of some kind would the papers be served. After 3 weeks, an incident happened and papers were served. In the meantime, the woman alerted the Mental Health Provider of the urgency to get help for the young man and was assured they would help him as soon as he was located and contained. That did not happen and when she got to court the second time the grandson did not appear so she was given an order for 1 year by default. In the meantime, the family is in grave danger and Heaven forbid something happens. The question becomes WHY no one said anything, why no one reported a problem. The law can ONLY do anything if something happens.

Imagine for a moment that the person you wish to help is now forbidden to contact you, you are unable to help because the order is mutual.

Imagine for a moment your loved one lives on the street, no money, no blanket, no food because you were convinced you needed to follow the rules in a system which stinks to high heaven when it comes to assisting the Mentally Ill. TRUE, no one should be able to determine who a person is, how to live their life, however it should not be so almost impossible to get someone’s attention without having to die to prove a point of get a law changed. Strange thing is that AFTER something happens everyone asks why no one could help anything ahead of times. In fact at times relatives are held LIABLE for the action of a mentally ill person.

While trying to get the police to serve the grandson a block away, on the other end of town in a different jurisdiction an incident happened with another grandson. Here it is in his own words:

Got rammed by a cop came out at gun point 8-10 cops came at gun point started yelling telling me not to fucking move or they’ll shoot tried to roll down my window telling them I didn’t do anything kept yelling and cussing at me sat in the car for 5 minutes with shotguns and pistols aimed at me reminiscing was pretty positive I was about to die they came up to the car threw me out of it and slammed me on the ground and dragged me away from the car saying I stole it they tore up my car looking through it than apologized saying it was the wrong car gave me a hug and told me to go then followed me for 10 minutes.

PS. When I opened my eyes I had a pistol aimed at my head and he was cussing I couldn’t hear him because I was in shock everything was blurry and he kept cussing at me telling me if I move I’m dead.
They’re thugs with badges

I literately thought I was dreaming a really bad dream.

Needless to say, the woman wondered how come an officer was unable to walk, ride a bike, a horse or drive 1 block to deliver papers, yet find so much manpower to track down what they “SAID” was a stolen car and put someone in such danger and traumatize an innocent person to such an extent.

The woman went to the police to complain about this and point out the the idiocy of the chain of events but was told unless something happened nothing could be done. A couple of days after being granted the restraining order, the residence of a family member listed on the order was broken into. The woman saw the damage upon arrival and called for assistance, assuming the grandson had entered the residence in her absence. A swat team arrived and in a VERY PROFESSIONAL MANNER entered and searched the house, explaining every move to her. No one was in the house and it was determined a home invasion had taken place by someone else. It was a scary situation to witness something like that. The woman decided to stop by the police station to say thank you for a good job and the professionalism shown, since she had complained so much about everything else. The station was closed. Through a phone in the lobby she talked to a dispatcher and was told to wait there for an officer. After 1 hour 40 minute no one coming to see about her, she called the dispatcher back and left.

Looking for some water. Gee it is hot, too many feathers, plus I am groomed pretty good since I am still wanting to look good when I see my Sweetheart. I guess we should look for a nest. Almost too late for young ones this year but it is always good to plan ahead. There, I found a glass of water, hope they don’t mind me drinking some. Really have to watch my weight, almost tipped over the glass, either I got fat or they don;t make glass like they used to. And please don’t tell me it came from the Dollar Store, their stuff is really just as good a at Mervin’s.

What are they talking about now…. Lilian is telling about her experience on the way home after the storm. She stopped at the Shell Station to get coffee since there was no power. Let her tell it:

Ever since I was small I had a fascination with Neanderthals. I wanted to know everything about them, especially when I found out there were people by the name of Neander in my family. When I entered the UFO research I always asked how Neanderthals and Aliens fit into the same picture. Of course, no one knew. In the meantime, we have a new understanding and know there might have been a connection in the distant past. The Show Ancient Aliens talks about it occasionally. Anyway, the day at the Shell Station a man came through the door, acknowledged me in a knowing kind of way. He looked like a Neanderthal up close. The face, the body structure, the movements. I did not want to be rude and ask questions. He paid for his soda, acknowledged me again in that way and was gone. It was like I instantly forgot I had seen him but when I got in my car he was sitting in the car next to me, accompanied by 3 Samoan men. It was so real and not my imagination.

Another one of Lilian’s long time Facebook friends came for a visit for a couple of days, they had a wonderful time and her friend was able to experience what it is like in a Flood Tank. A show on the subject is scheduled for June 17th and carried live on Youtube/psygeria.

one of Lilian's long time Facebook friends

They had a fantastic time and she was able to add anther friend to her list of FBF are real friends.

NOTHING ELSE was said about the leak of the Nuclear Storage tank at Handford, like the problem is suppose to have “disappeared”


In fact they said no danger from leakage…. let’s hope so. North Korea is almost capable of shooting Weapons at the Seattle Area or Los Angeles so it won’t make any difference where the Atomic stuff comes from. It is said roaches can survive such an event… guess we will have to cop a wait and see attitude…… The FBI Chief won’t be able to tell us, he was fired.

Corpus Christi, TEX had a storm, that is what it looked like.

Corpus Christi, TEX had a storm

President Trump and most of our heads of Government went on an overseas trip. Here is the summery, with permission by Martin Morgan

Dear Fellow Members of NATO,

We want to thank you for tending to our current leader during his recent visit with all of you. We know he overstayed his welcome and he wasn’t there that long. We understand that his behavior and interactions were less than stately. Thus, we feel we need to send this message to you.

To Montenegro: we want to apologize for our leader pushing your Prime Minister around. We are sorry our leader acted like he was trying to be first in line at Golden Corral. Please forgive him as he comes from a part of our country (called the “Upper Class”) where use of manners is not standard practice. Please compare it to being raised by wolves.

To every member of NATO, we want to ask for your forgiveness for the misinformation and ignorance of our leader. I know, most of the general public understands that the 2 percent of your GDP that is recommended is supposed to go toward YOUR military budget and would have nothing to do with what we, as Americans, spend on the military. In his mind, every country should put in an equal amount of what they have like a bunch of winos chipping in on a bottle of Wild Irish Rose. Hopefully, you can all understand that this is a businessman and has no understanding of how running a government works. He doesn’t understand international cooperation when it comes to defending the global network to maintain the standards for global success. Except for Russia. He knows REALLY well how to interact with Russia. Without anyone else knowing. At the time.

Last, we want to convey our condolences for your having to spend time with our leader, even though it was a relatively short period of time. Intelligent Americans have tired of his high jinx already, but we are optimistic that his clothing will soon match the color of his skin, if you know what we’re saying. That is why we are writing this letter. While we feel sorry for you, imagine how we feel. We have four years with him…maybe. In the future, we will not send him unattended. Please do not revoke our membership because one of our “guests” acted up at the club. We are sorry. Boy, are we!

We understand if you don’t respond right now. We know it might take some time to lessen the shock. We’re going through that ourselves.

From the concerned, intelligent, educated citizens of America

President Obama, along with Angela Merkel was in Berlin for the festivities devoted to the holiday Christ Asension and look how many young people came to listen what he had to say.

Obama, along with Angela Merkel was in Berlin

Lot of the world is under water, everything else is “NORMAL.” Demonstrations, police brutality, hunger, violence continue. BUT there is also hope that Humans will come to their senses, Lilian pondered over a post she read the other day and wondered what the man meant: All these kids these days wanting to get a sex change so bad. When I was 7 I wanted to be a Ninja Turtle, but guess what. I’m just a freaking white guy. Imagine that.

Looks like the meeting at the station is over, back into the car I go so I can hitch a ride before my Sweetheart gets frustrated and sets up house with another long beaked fella I saw her crowing at just a few days ago.

Lilian is an Empath, a person who feels other people’s pains and emotions. Some envy her for her abilities but not so fast. I witnessed an episode she had in reference to the story that started the idea of addressing the problem of Schizophrenia in the first place. She experienced the emotions, feelings and thoughts of the woman’s grandson. He was not feeling well, he was tired and had nowhere to go. He thought people were persecuting him. He felt helpless, hungry, with no purpose and was itching from a rash. He just existed on the planet without hope, almost mechanical. Half way home Lilian broke down and cried, she needed to reach out to someone. She found herself at the house of a relative, unable to explain herself she cried and asked for a Hug.

Till next time


Lilian as crow avatar

May is always the month we remember Mt St Helens

Joplin MO was flooded

May 2017 Newsletter

MR. MCKREKOR checking in

Mr. McKrekor shouting from the rooftops, actually the trees by the rooftops. April has finally left and oh what a month that was. On the surface. It appeared to be much of the same but one did not need a microscope to see how it really played out. To start off I want to tell you that it was the wettest month on record. In Washington State it rained 44.69 inches between October and April compared to 37-plus a few inches in a 12-month period. AND the rainy season has not even ended yet. Talking about ruffled feathers, I was soaked. On the Chehelis Reservation on Moon Road Lilian discovered an empty Eagle’s nest two years ago. Not so this year. A female had taken up residence in the nest and her young ones had hatched already. Imagine, a nest staying in tact for such a long period of time with all the wind and rain for 3 seasons. Who said we feathered friends don’t know how to construct a dwelling….

Tornatos killed so many in Texas. Flooding in Virginia, all up and down the East Coast of America, as well at the Northern Territory in Australia. Not sure if there were Crocodiles swimming in the streets in America, but they sure were treading water where my friends live in the OutBack. The Tornado in Canton TX was almost 50 miles long and 15 miles wide.

When shopping, Lilian with her Kohl’s cash ran into this awesome display. She raved on about the suit for days. How does one get the Kohl’s cash I wondered and there I heard her tell someone on the phone that for every $50 she spends she gets $10 in Kohl’s Cash, redeemable at a later time. I have seen her bring back $470 in merchandise she paid $31 for. She thought Kohl’s should make her a Spokes Person since she has mastered the art of shopping there and taught it to her friends. Would not surprise me if she was done with half of her X-Mas shopping for 2017, especially since all winter items were on 80% off sale.

I am thinking about finding me a bride and hope she is as thrifty as Lilian. Maybe I can find a nest already made like the Eagle female on Moon Road. I actually saw a female I like. Lilian was waiting for permission to show you the picture, her PC crashed and now she can’t remember the Ladies name who took the picture, so she is going out on a limb and here is a sneak peep at the female I am chasing. Needless to say it will be a mixed marriage, have to fit into my Human Environment with my chosen Family. So here she is, hopefully she will consent to being MRS. McKrekor.

MRS. McKrekor

So what say you?

And here is the suit she, Lilian, was so crazy about.

suit she, Lilian, was so crazy about

No matter where I fly, sit or rest myself everyone is talking about President Trump’s 100-Day bragging session, BESIDES his new website he has enacted…. to report Illegal Aliens…. I guess to make up for the many Government websites which were shut down…. it is called 1-855-48-VOICE. Needless to say someone posted it in this fashion: Please call and report your UFO sightings and green aliens from outer space to Trumps new alien activity hotline: 1-855-48-VOICE People are encouraged to report Illegal Aliens, and people are honoring the request by reporting extraterrestrial sightings to Trump’s new ‘criminal alien’ hotline. Many followed the call. All in the wording, all in the wording….

***** President golfed 19 times in 100 days.

***** Trump Warns A ‘Major, Major’ Armed Conflict With North Korea is: Absolutely’ Possible.

***** Mother of all bombs was used in Afghanistan

***** News is not reliable at the moment. False information was fed to the Media, they obliged. The Battleship USS Carl Vinson was said to be 300 miles off shore from North Korea, but in reality was heading for the Southern Hemisphere. I believe the ship is now REALLY heading to North Korea.

***** Many protested all round the country, it was said there were protests in front of the White House protesting Climate Change policies.

Thousands marched with Scientists trying to stop cuts to science projects that are VITAL to man and beast.

Millions are expected to march May 1st in conjunction of Mayday and Day Without Immigrants. Olympia WA had a riot.

***** While covering the 100th-day Trump Rally it was discovered that 90% of his followers approve of him as president, the rest of the world has given him the lowest approval rating in history, since most of the world does not agree with his way of thinking, I have heard it say it was 17%. John Kasish, Governor of Ohio seems to be the only fair and level headed Republican on scene. at the

90% of his followers approve of president Trump, the rest of the world has given the lowest approval rating in history since most of the world does not agree with his way of thinking, I have heard it said it was 17%.

Our Country is divided since our President promotes division…. steering the coal as we say… instead of trying to unite the country. This amounts to 46% dropping from 48% of the total vote.

I had a situation in my private life, in which I used the song The Snake by AJ Wilson as an example. President Trump immortalized the words of the song by reading it to the Nation.

FINALLY humans are discussing changing food….not only theirs but also mine… again by adding GMO’s. Lilian loaded 14 of her old shows to Youtube/psygeria, in that bunch are several from the early 2000’s when the subject was first brought to people’s attention. As a result people started sending Labels to her, here are a couple.






MARCO POLO is an App for Android phones.

It is a video Walky Talky. There is no time limit on how long you can talk and like a camera you can film with it. This way Lilian gets to see her Great Grand Children grow up, she can take you along on her travels through town so you can get a “Bird’s Eye View” just kidding, only I get that…. but you can come along with her …. for free. It is an app noone should have to live without. Lilian thinks it is greater than FB. I know how she thinks, she hates writing. LOL.

Here is the link:

Do this with me marco39.co/s/lilian-m3

Time for me to spread my wings for a minute and see if I can take another glimpse at my potential Sweetheart. Guess I follow Lilian for a bit, she is heading for the waterfall. Hard day, actually, it is her Granddaughter Vanya’s second anniversary of the day she died. I was not hatched yet when that happened, but I hear them talk often about the epidemic of suicides amoungst young humans. There has to be a reason why this affliction…. maybe the wrong word, but I don’t know what to call it….. its so rampant word wide.

Granddaughter Vanya

I think I would have loved her, they said she loved all animals and wanted to be a Veterinarian. They also said she was the second in Lilian’s family who was able to talk to animals.

The other day I snuck in the house and sat on one of the many “LIGHTPOLES” in the house, while Lilian was watching a German Movie. It was called: The Tree For a moment it looked like she was totally bored with the plot and ready to turn off the computer. As always she was talking to the screen and voiced her unsolicited opinion. She got quiet and talking to herself I heard her say that there was a metaphysical component to the story. It was about an old tree in this family’s yard. The father had a heart attack and died by the tree. One of the four children spent much time sitting in the Giant tree because she felt close to her Father. She saw things, talked to animals who lived in the tree and felt safe within it’s branches high up. What fascinated Lilian was the fact there were so many branches and roots over a large area and each one effected the other, like a maze, yet connected. The Tree also had many emotions, sometimes all at the same time and effected everyone on some way. Families are like that, all intertwined, depending on the other in some way. When families, communities, countries and everything connected with them is out of whack, eventually the tree decays and falls. It would be wise for Humans to take lessons from Nature since they no longer want to listen to one another.


Crop Circle season has started and I am awaiting pictures. I am sure there will be many of them by the time May has unfolded. Love the sometimes prophetic designs. I am not suppose to understand these things, I am but a BIRD. They say cats and dogs adopt the personality of their owners. I am as free as a bird, noon owns me but I am a friend of the Family’s so it is not surprising I fully understand human behavior… at least I would like to think so. So at this point some woud say TaTa till next month.

Love and Light

Mr. McKrekor

Lilian as crow avatar

All is Well is an older show which explains submarines and the way we speculated how the world could be…. unfortunately it turned out pretty close to it.

In DRY DOCK is dedicated to Vanya Arnold and deals with suicide

April 2017 Newsletter

MR. MCKREKOR checking in

MR. MCKREKOR checking in. What a unpredictable month March turned out to be….or was it in fact predictable?

Lilian has a mind-lamp. It was programmed by her to change colors when changes take place, such as physical conditions in her body like raising blood pressure, dangers Lilian has a mind-lamp approaching her, such as the cat running in front of her feet, arriving visitors in the Driveway or Etheric Entities checking in for a Hello. Within 5 minutes her lamp had a changing spell seldom observed by anyone in such a short time frame.

Like Spring storms, which have arrived in most of the Hemisphere, or Fall storms in the opposite side of the planet, people’s lives have been impacted and continue to be affected on a daily basis. Her, Lilian’s FBFriend Hannelore Ballard got hit by a Tornado, all are OK but much damage she posted. I would like to think the Tornado warning systems in Dallas, where she resides, were functioning properly and she took the required precautions and having followed all instructions as to how to avoid getting hit…..it happened anyways. What can one do when disaster heads straight for you and it is unavoidable. After it is over you count your blessings that you have survived and start all over. Same with the present political situation the people find themselves in. In 68 days President Trump had re-modeled not only America but also effected much of the world. He had removed all safety policies put in place for the people, all the good things benefiting not only Humans but also the environment and with that my animal world along with plant life and just everything which was OK with the world for a moment. It was not a perfect world but at least people were trying and aiming for a ONENESS and even looked out for creatures like me. Clean Air, clean water and all things we all need to somewhat survive another generation or 2 has been eliminated.

In the Pacific North West Blue whales and Humpback whales are fighting each other, something never been seen before. Salmon is being contaminated with all relieve options eliminated.

It is almost 60 degrees and Lilian has opened the window so I can really hear what is going on in her house. I am too large to sit on the bird feeder so I hang out on her wood pile which is still tall enough to allow me the height I require to have a great view of the going on’s. It was a mild Winter, when everything started to bloom I took a look around, in-between dodging raindrops the size of appeared to me wagon wheels. Not too much wood was used and the moles only collapse one corner of the stack by digging their silly holes. I know, that is what they do, but sometimes I think they want to see how far the y can push the envelope being an endangered species. I crowed at them to make them aware that this is about to change but almost like the people they don’t want to pay heed until disaster hits them in their pointy little heads.

The “MUSLIM BAN”oops, travel ban, was rejected in it’s new version by the courts
for the second time.

Some of the new policies will follow suit and won’t be enforceable, which does not change the anxiety it causes the People. There are about 40 steps to take before some of these new rules can be enforced and that will change. What will not be so easy to fix is the opinion of the American people by many of the foreign governments caused by comments made and actions taken. Gosh I am glad I am a bird and only have to worry about a few predators in my world.

Company came to the house, they were besides themselves over something sent to my friend. I stretched my neck and saw it through the window, was right there on the Computer screen.

hair is yellow tweet
Trump tweet on Jon Jackson

Of course Lilian obtained permission to share this, she said she would since both of these men are friends of hers. Amazing how we can stay home and all these things just come her way. She went to the clinic to see if she can retain her Doctor. Things got a little confusing during the Winter when it was thought she missed several appointments due to weather. She decided to see about it in person, so off we went on a nice little trip. At least it was for me. 42 miles is not too far while souring through the air, had I chosen to visit Chehelis myself. I just enjoy coming along in moving vehicles. At one point it got a bit dizzy when it rained so hard I was unable to see anything and THEN… on the way back an Eagle landed right next to us. There was traffic and she was unable to stop for a Selfi with my oh so large relative…. he was big and might have flown away with me in claws. He was THAT BIG! I got away from the story… The Doctor allowed her a visit and she was mighty happy. She said she hoped they get that mess straight, the ACA is really confusing. If someone reads this 50 years from now, they may have a good laugh just how confusing this time period in our history was. Everything could be so simple if everything could function in Unison, but I have a feeling Earth man will continue to fight about things. Must be the small Reptoid gene they have at the bottom of their Atlas at the base of the neck. Always territorial and competitive, everyone wants to be right.

A lady from Chicago is reading Lilian’s book Remembering your Future to her at night when both households are quiet. The interesting thing I heard is the 2 discussing how. even though they say the world has never been this bad, in 2005 so many things were identical.. The weather, the outlook on politics, wars, and an alphabet soup list of other things…. according to the book…. they are identical.


Oh LOOK, the book cover is confused it dropped an M in Remembering. Guess we can live with that. But it is rather strange.

A friend came for a visit and she brought 1 pound of Starbucks Coffee. It smelled good they said, but I was unable to tell the difference in the odor. The house always smells like fresh brewed all the time so what I was unable to comprehend was why would anyone pay $14 for a pound of coffee. I don’t understand Humans, the same substance..coffee… one place wants $7 and another $14. Wonder if there is a shiny object hidden in the bag somewhere for me to hop off with. Has to be…$14. Cra-Cra!

The Ladies were talking about the fact they felt bad for America;s First Lady. She looks so unhappy and they thought that she thought she was marrien a rich man and never bargained for being in this position, she must feel like prisoner to her own circumstances. Guess one must be female to understand that. Guess I am opening a big can of worms…. that only saves me to have to dig for my own, I can live with that.

The Father of Rock and Roll

The Father of Rock and Roll died in March. Many claimed that title, but there was ONLY ONE King of Rock and Roll. CHUCK BERRY. Here he is pictured with the great Muddy Waters. Sharing with permission.

So many of the Baby Boomer Generation are leaving…. wait…. Chuck Berry was a generation before Baby Boomers. Much dialog was dedicated to his passing. The world of music was changed when he came along and no matter where people came from they were familiar with this great Musician. It just shows how 1 person can change the world for the good and another will eventually be remembered for the turmoils and hardships he caused so many.

A few days later a copy of a letter came and I heard Lilian announce it was for the newsletter. Written with a Typewriter!

dear Chuck Berry

Heard my friend tell how expensive it was in 1962 to learn how to learn how to type.
In 2017 Babies are born texting….I kid you not. I read it on the Internet!

Love and Light


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March 2017 Newsletter

Mr MCKREKOR reporting

Mr MCKREKOR reporting! Not that it is hard to find worms these days, in fact the worm is in about EVERYTHING I look at. All I have to do is turn my keen eye to the ground and there it is!

665 earthquakes in Washington

  • 3 earthquakes in the past 24 hours
  • 15 earthquakes in the past 7 days
  • 50 earthquakes in the past 30 days
  • 665 earthquakes in the past 365 days

Recent http://earthquaketrack.com/v/pnw/recent

While I am deciding if I should stick with the worms or aim for the food Lilian left for me I can hear the news inside of the house. There is no lack of information, she leaves the TV on ALL DAY and ALL NIGHT. You think she would loose her mind with all the negative things they, on TV, talk about.

She insists people have to be informed and yells at the television set at times. I think she knows everyone’s voice and doesn’t even look while cooking, just laughs hysterically and yells at the Anchors. Well great, she must have been to Trader Joe’s and bought some “natural” bird seed. Wish I knew what it suppose to have tasted like before it was poisoned with GMO’s. But to tell it right, it only takes a few minutes to drive the extra mile and come as close to real food as we can these days. She, Lilian was excited to learn that ALDI owns Trader Joe’s, which explained the prices. It is almost impossible to get healthy food. Main Stream News is finally talking about Chemtrails, and the pollution of the Oceans. I think now that the President has refered to the news as the enemy of the people they just started to tell it all. Good, NEWS should be neutral and not afraid of the government. It has also been reported that the nuclear accident due to the Tsunami is now responsible for the radiation in the Pacific Ocean. I am sure leery of eating anything that even looks like a fish. It is hard to get any information because so many of the Government Information Websites have been taken down by our new President. No telling how long this site will be available to the people. http://ourradioactiveocean.org/

Speaking of the “HUMAN” President of the USA, he has managed to dismantle the whole world…..or as close as he can get to it… in 38 days.

38 DAYS!

I am just a feathered creature but because of that I can spread my wings and get around so I can spy undetected on people, places and things and I have heard an ear full.

  • Trump courted Rappers to be on HIS side, total of rap-songs about himself was reported at 67 but the estimate is 200+. Unfortunately it turns out they are NOT in his favor.
  • Demonstrations in the street daily. More often than not Trump mistakes them for people cheering for him, at least that is what it looks like from the height in which I am traveling.
  • He has managed to insult all the allies.
  • He has managed to ignore the courts in reference to his travel ban.
  • The black Snake in Native prophecy is the Oil Pipeline. He has managed to, over everyone’ s objections, ordered the completion of a part on Native Land employing the military.
  • He has hired people with ties to White Supremacy.
  • He has dismantled Human Rights issues.
  • He has broken up families by deporting Mothers and Fathers, sick and old. By doing this there is a possibility the economy will greatly suffer. It is not about commerce but human compassion except Money is the only thing he can relate to.
  • He has barred responsible Media to attend briefings.
  • By his behavior he has greatly damaged the travel industry.
  • Because of his behavior the country is divided, hopefully not beyond repair.
  • He has coined the term “Fake News” and “Alternate facts”( by his advisor)
  • He has removed many informative websites having to do with Climate Change and subjects vital to some who need government Info and various subjects.


I am sure I forgot a lot but it is overwhelming for my bird brain. I just hope that he will not raise the price on my food.

Lilian’s car died, thanks to a family member she is mobile again. Her Granddaughter was lucky to have been on the road a week before disaster struck. She drove Lilian’s new Loaner car….. new to her…. from Los Angeles to Olympia without incident. Within just a few days New Orleans had 7 Tornadoes, California is flooded, bridges and roads destroyed. The West Coast has suffered Land slides, Rock slides, flooding, earthquakes and snow.

Australia and parts of Europe also had weather related disasters. The list is too long for me, my brain can only retain so much.

The worms are so abundant at the moment, did I mention it snowed again last night? I should really peck a hole and imprison some of them for a late supper, but I guess I would have to watch them and would be unable to tell you the going on’s. Did I mention the worms are fat this time of the year, what an abundance…. guess I’ll let them slither away THIS TIME.

The UFO Conference Lilian intended to take part in was very successful. MINUS her because it snowed and she thought she was not going to undertake a 5-hour drive round-trip. She had really looked forward to seeing Peter Davenport, Derrel Sims the Alien Hunter and James Clarkson and his wife. Next year perhaps, next year perhaps.

Pow Wow 2017

Each year Lilian attends the Pow Wow at the Squaxin Tribe. She says she needs it to recharge her batteries for the year. And she does attend, hail, rain, snow, nothing can deter her from going. She complained for the whole year that February in the North West is not a good time for festivities, she hates the rain, but like every year she goes to the Pow Wow to visit with her friends who have come from all parts of the country too.


This father so lovely painted his son’s face and gave her permission to share the picture with you. I think it was this image which stuck in Lilian’s mind the most…. besides the Navajo Frybread.

Many of her friends were there, some were missing from the festivities and there was a good reason. Some of the Tribal Members were still in Standing Rock ND. 2 trucks with Salmon and a truck with firewood was on the way to ND for the brothers and sisters still in the camps trying to prevent the Oil Pipeline to be build , to save the water for ALL and guard the sacred sites on the reservation. The camps of the Keepers of the Water was on everyone’s mind and the topic of conversation. Lilian Had allowed the tribe to post LIVE FEEDS from the camps on her Facebook and with that kept the world informed of the atrocities happening there. She shared the prayers and talks and kept track of who was there and listed important messages. It was her way of fighting for Mother Earth.

The atrocities which took place there and the President’s unwillingness to wait for the courts to settle and render a decision to continue the Black Snake from the Hopi Prophesy. The snake that winds through sacred lands and ruins the water. He ordered in troops to remove the people from the camps, some were arrested. Young and old. A few nights earlier they had confiscated the sleeping bags. It was minus 27 degrees.

Lilian remembered her talks with the Navajo Friends which explained to her at one point when someone dies they abonden the Hogans, no one else ever lives there. In this case the tribes set the camps on fire. Lilian remembered her conversations with Little Joe Coyote during her stay at the Cheyenne where Joe explained to her that the land was rich in minerals but rather than surrendering the land they would stay poor and protect Mother Earth. And so they did. Oil will be flowing by March 5th, regardless the outcome in court. In the meantime, someone posted a $2.5 million dollar bail for everyone arrested.

I sat on a trashcan close to the heater in the pavilion to flirt a bit. There were many Crows and some pretty nice I must say. I thought about picking a mate but then decided against it since I would have to fly such a long way to see my Sweetheart unless she wanted to follow me home. On second thought that means Lilian has just one more mouth to feed. She says she is too old and does not handle stress any more…I am starting to believe her… she gets so cranky and the computer age is hard for her to handle. She could use help sometimes but the younguns are too busy with Education, work and relationships. Good luck with getting her to ask for help! The attire of the people was breathtaking, even the babies were in their finest. I was happy that some actually stopped and talked to me knowing I was a messenger.

When we got back home Lilian’s friend talked her into taking a look at what is ahead for the Country she calls her home and loves so much. I tried picking at the card and make her smile, I sensed she was apprehensive, bordering on scared. She just shushed me away and I hid in a corner while she eventually took a look.

  • Desperation will be gone soon but many hearts are like they have been torn out of our bodies. ( Deportations)
  • The higher you rise the deeper you will fall.
  • March will be a time to lighten up because forces are working behind the scenes.
  • April some of the pain will have eased. Mental recovery will take time.
  • May is time to get back to normal and we have to be willing to help others adjust.
  • June the economy will suffer to the point where people have to dip into their savings, including the country.
  • July will have a person coming to the forefront that can soothe us as a people a bit, we will be in emotional need by then.
  • August we will finally start paying attention and take into account what the masses want.
  • September will bring relief, which would bring it back into her time-line from what she perceived in the Predictions 2017. Lots of pain and urgency to normalize.
  • November will make our defenses weak, at the same time we will begin to break the ice with different cultures, languages and political Ideas.
  • December will show us that commercially we have lost so much, Banks and Factories that suffered during the Summer will not be able to recover.
  • The Exodus will come to an end, we will find our way again, slowly and will have to explore some spiritual levels other than what we are use to. This does not appear to be religious.

She thought about the possibility that Trump is just the figure head and Mr. Bannon will finally fade. It is possible that he was the man without the face she “saw” in the White House in the original predictions for 2017. That would also explain why MR. Trump was NOT the President. Please keep in mind that an accurate time-frame for a psychic is like hitting the moon with a paperclip. Things may not happen in the order listed here but she is confident that it is the big picture. We will slowly regain the confidence of the Allies and the World it will be a long road till respect can be felt.

I really have to ask where Lilian bought the sunflower seeds I am chewing on, they are so hard, hope I don’t break my little beak.

Lilian lost two more friend in February. Roger Tallwalker Apple, a fellow Clairvoyant. Here is what his wife Roberta wrote about him:

This morning as I was preparing to go to work, I assisted Roger to the bathroom and went about getting my things together. He walked from the bathroom to the kitchen doorway and grabbed onto the door frame. I rushed to help him and we made it about 4 steps before he collapsed in my arms. I gently lowered him to the floor and that was it. He had left me already by then.
We met when we were both broken and adrift in life, In our mid forties and both mateless. He said once when we had been dating for a few months that we both needed someone so we could be someone for one another.

I loved him, laughed with him, helped him when I could with what I could. We had a great many struggles over the past 16 years. We met online originally and met in person in late June of 2001. He brought me June apples. We married on July 25, 2002. Christmas In July. I love him dearly and ever shall. I would have lived with him, but he insisted on marriage. He held the doors open for me, and defended me fiercely if he felt I were wronged. He was the gentlest, kindest, most decent person I have ever known. He honored me by being my spouse and friend.

Bye, Baby. What is remembered lives, so he is just waiting for me where gentle souls reside

Roger and Roberta



Lilian’s friend of 30 years Mike Johns also left this world after an accident he was involved in and was unable to recover from. The viewers will also miss him, he was a member on Lilian’s crew and a frequent guest on her show.

Because of President Trump’s feud with main Stream Media and his refusal to allow them to sit in on a recent News Briefing, it would appear some of them are speaking more freely and are covering subjects they usually shyed away from.

Lilian and many of her acquaintances have been talking about EXO PLANETS for better of 30 years so it was a wonderful surprise when they shared the news with us they now have been found. I am a Crow and think it is not right to keep things from people, they can make their own decisions. It is also sad that some fractions of Human Society wants to ram their believes down everyone’s throat. That is why wars are started, instead to combine all the knowledge of the world and all “fly” in Unity, much as we Crows do.



In my Bird life I will not ever experience what part of the World saw on February 26th 2017. A Ring of Fire Sun Eclipse. Unfortunately it was not visible in America, I am kind of glad because I heard it said it could blind you if you don’t protect your eyes a certain way. I can just imagine what it would be like to finally find my Missus without seeing her. What if she had her wing clipped….if you know what I mean….

Ring of Fire Sun Eclipse

February was a strange, unpredictable month. Here is the origin of the name:

The word February comes from the Roman festival of purification called Februa where people were ritually washed. There is a Roman god called Februus, but he is named after the festival, not the other way around.

There was nothing pure about THIS February, very close to Chaos…. instead of fixing problems everyone…well many… took a Stupid Pill. Not to worry, it will wear of in 4 hours. Universal Time.

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Love and Light

Mr MCKrekor.

Here is some thoughts by William W. Hawk. It was a live broadcast and I posted the comments below. It gives me hope so many people from around the world responded.

This video received almost 23000 hits and close to 1000 shares.


February 2017 Newsletter

crow Mr. McKrekor
Mr McKrekor here….

First day of 2017, like anything changes just because we flipped the calender….. but that is what people like to believe so let’s go with that.

Lilian drove to town, as always , with me in tow. She mentioned to her passenger that things felt weird and he agreed. A Red-Father-Hawk followed her…he must not have seen me because they have known to attack a little fella like me and I was a bit nervous… Traffic lights were out on Olympia and they had snuck an oil-train in on the town. Guess no-one was looking for a fracking oil train on a holiday and with that they “ People of Olympia” were outsmarted and it kept protesters away.

A blue small SUV cut in front of Lilian and the bumper-sticker read” When People lead the leaders will follow. Lilian thought that was a crazy sticker with our new President and all…but it got better. Another sticker: EVE WAS SET UP.. Oh, Oh here it comes….I wish she, Lilian would quit doing this, stop people to ask questions. It is a nice little town, the Capitol of Washington State , but in this day and age you have to be careful with all the shooting etc going on everywhere. And there she goes…. gesturing for the woman in the SUV to pull over and SHE did. How ya doing? Nice Bumpersticker. Did you have a nice New Year?” Hi there…I did and thank you.” Here is Lilian, I knew it, I knew it! What does EVE was set up mean? “Beats the hell out of me I just thought it was logical… There you have it, they got back in the cars and went on their merry way.

It was so cold, snow on the mountains, Ice and on pavement and one of the prettiest Sunsets I have seen…. I was so happy when Lilian went home to feed the cat, she said and of course there was a bit of food for me also. Nothing fancy, she just threw my food out of the front door. Wonder what she was thinking.

Inauguration Day came and true to their word MANY people joined the boycott on TV and refuse to watch to keep down the TV ratings in protest of Donald Trump becoming President. I was puzzled, as much as I can be puzzled… remember now I am a Crow… Lilian got in the car, me in tow and to the movie she went. Imagine how complected it was for me to sneak by the checker and hide between the seats without anyone noticing me. Champ Crow that I am I managed somehow…undetected and indulged in the movie…. not sure if indulged is the proper word….hanging out with Lilian taught me to just go with the flow of flight….she makes up words and expect people to know what she means.

People were crunching on their treats and talked about the new Laws in effect since the first day of the New Year. Only driving in the right lane unless passing. Very funny, Lilian does that all the time and people tease her. They say she drives like and old Lady, guess what. She never has to worry about a ticket now.

The Rumor of having the Power Grit having been hacked my Russia did not hold true and the conversion shifted to reincarnated Crusators, Templars and young people being upset with the Illuminati. How am I suppose to relate to THAT? I have positioned myself behind a shoe the lady next to Lilian kicked of, great hiding place. Aha, now I get it. The lady recognized my friend from her TV Show and they are actually talking about the Show Ancient Aliens Season 9, Episode 3 and comparing it to present day aggressiveness of people who don’t think the way some believe the world should function.

The movie has started. HIDDEN FIGURES…. the story of the 30 Afro American woman which worked as “HUMAN COMPUTERS” for NASA, calculating all figures needed to get America to the moon.

I am so fascinated what the human species can accomplish when they set their mind to it, at the same time it is amazing how competitive they are….at ALL cost. Guess I should not say that; we Crows are survival oriented also and we are thieves. We like shiny things and have been known to fly off with things not belonging to us. But if you think about it, we don’t know the difference we use what is available and laying around. We just park ourselves where we please and do what we do, which reminds me, what am I going to do if I have to poop. …

John Glenn insist on using the figures of the women to allow himself to be shot off into space…. Lilian is doing a low crawl to get to the Latrine…. it is a long movie and my problem is solved. After I worked myself back to the show I was hiding in I thought I felt a little shaky, as it turned out later I found out there had been a few earthquakes over a period of a few days. At least it my shakiness was not from the droppings of popcorn on the Theater floor….remember I take things where I find it.

earthquake map of Washington

Lilian fills a large trashcan on rollers with firewood. She keeps it on the porch my the front-door, so that is where I will sit for a while and eavesdrop on all the going no’s. I can see through the window and make sure I am not missing anything. Inauguration is done and OH, OH here it comes.

Someone is airing photos from President Obama’s Inauguration and today;s festivities. Guess it worked in more ways than one, not too many people. Using Fair Use I will show you the picture.

Obama vs Trump Inauguration size

Top is 2008, bottom is 2017. Our new President is VERY upset and at a later time demands a new picture. According to him in what is called Alternative Facts…..the new phrase of the year I am sure, he feels that he had the LARGEST ATTENDANCE EVER.

January 21st was the day of the WOMEN March, It is said over 3 million women, some men along with children marched in protest all over the country. Many Cities in other countries also participated.

There was no unrest or arrest, an unheard occurrence as far as I heard. It is amazing what people can accomplish in Unity. Suppose they are taking lessons from my Brothers when traveling South for the Winter? On the other hand I heard Lilian tell someone she saw Canadian Geese fly North, trying to get away from the Chaos of the Election I wonder? Well, that was not nice for me to say but I am a Crow, so I can think what I want, I live by a different set of rules. Rather orderly I might add.

Women Marches in US map

Lilian is famous for knowing where all the public Restrooms are in town, so it was only natural for her to do her part for the March in Washington D.C. And find a map to post of all the restroom on the marcher’s route, since she is in no shape to march anywhere.

map public restrooms

Trump Unites America Against Trump

In Olympia 10,000 marched and this is what one of Lilian’s relative wrote:

Women holding rights placards

“I marched because I can. I marched because a lot of women can’t, even if you don’t see them. I marched for women of privilege, women who don’t have shit, women who are raising awesome children with their same-sex partner who has to legally adopt the child that is biologically hers, and might find herself spontaneously unmarried in the eyes of the Supreme Court. I marched for women who need reproductive healthcare of any kind. I marched for the 17-year old pregnant girl who dropped out of school to sort my clothes at the dry cleaners for $7.25/hour. She has to quit when the baby comes because she doesn’t get any time off, paid or otherwise. Her next job will be minimum wage, too, because she hasn’t gotten her GED yet and doesn’t know if she can get in the night school program because she’ll need someone to stay with her newborn. I marched for the woman who was raped in college and still hasn’t even told her best friend, after all these years.”

Here is a peace of paper with addresses on it about the March around the world AND a video timelaps from the protests in Seattle WA. https://www.facebook.com/KOMONews/videos/1309514549116874/?pnref=story


I am so in thought, the mailman almost caught me peeping in the window. He finally delivered Lilian;s heart medicines. They were delayed by 3 weeks because because the Lady at WESTERN UNION convinced her a WU Money Order was being honored all around the world. It was NOT TRUE. Western Union does NOT sell International Money Orders. It too 4 weeks for the momey to be returned, when Lilian was attempting to get a refund by canceling the MO she was told it would take 30 days, a fee of $15 plus mailing has to be included. It was urgent for her to receive her pills so she submitted the order a second time and was without Medication. SO DON’T DO IT! Purchase your International Money Orders at the US Postal Service!

All the Hoopla and for the second time in a year Lilian missed a Doctor;s Appointment do to a Weather Event. The fist time a windstorm and the second an Ice Storm. She was told to find a new provider because she canceled twice in 6 month. She was able to keep her appointment with her Cardiologist and was told that it is ILLIGAL to deny a patient service because of an act of Nature, even under the Affordable Care Act, what everyone refers to as Obama Care. President Trump to the rescue in form of MANY totally damaging Presidential Executive Orders, which in many peoples opinion are practically dismantling the world as we know it. STAY TUNED!

I managed to see a clip on Television where President Trump teases everyone with a letter he said President Obama left for him, but he was not telling what it said. I wonder if that is a copy of a letter Lilian is passing around to some of her friends after a discussion about secure they use to feel with the 44th President, even when sleeping people felt he had their back. That feeling is gone and everyone is suffering from a new Syndrome which manifests in Depression, FEAR, Uncertainty, Anxiety and Panic Attacks. Imagine, even the time on the Doomday Clock was changed. The clock is now the closest it’s been to midnight since the 1950s, with scientists citing “alternative facts” and threat of nuclear arms.

One can feel the the restlessness in the air. People and yes, us animals also have an uneasiness about us which is hard to explain. Like sensing a storm except it is not in physical site yet. A premonition of something and it results in ill-feeling, lack of patience and rudeness. People can’t sleep and act out doring their waking hours some without realizing how it effects everything including nature. Sometimes I wish I could share a little knowledge of the mechanics of the way nature is part of reality for us animals and people most Humans have lost the ability to follow their instinct. Imagine, they are now worried about Robots taking their jobs. I kid you not, I heard it on the News.

I got so sidetracked…here is the letter.

Obama parting letter

Scientists talk about Time-rifts,unfortunately President Trump took down MANY of the websites that are regular information centers for may who have followed such subjects for years. I so hope a list of the total amount and meaning of the new reality we are facing. Maybe next month. I also like to mention that the promised report of the UFO Sighting in Guatemala is not available at this time, still waiting.

Due to Global Warming it is snowing in Afrika. The Sahara is white instead of the reddish gold color the sand usually looks like. Lilian;s Friend Saada from Batna, Algeria shared her new hair dress with her.

Saada new hair dress

Lilian’s Aberional friends living in the NT of Australia send out a call for help. indigenousX

Hi all,
Thank you all so much for your concern and generosity. The response has been overwhelming, and unexpected. I’ve spoken with Sherrie at the Kalumburu Remote Area Health Service and she has requested everybody please refrain from calling with their enquiries. It’s a health clinic and they’re flat out busy, and are being distracted by the telephone calls.

However they are still accepting donations of the items below:

  • Size 0 to 1 babies (as new born babies basically don’t have anything to wear)
  • Underwear of all types
  • Summer kids cs, tops and skirts for older ladies (big sizes only)
  • Men’s shirts, T-shirts and cargo shorts in large or XL
  • Towels, single linen sheets & pillowcases
  • Thongs all sizes (not for toddlers) clothes in all sizes as many only have one change of clothes
  • Large cotton dresses

Kalumburu girl

Here is a wonderful Video which explains what Skin Names actually mean. I know several people who have adopted a Native name, sometimes unauthorized, but maybe it is the changing to other realities some humans need to get through this very hard adjustment time.

Skin Name


The neighborhood cat is on the prowl, I had better move to higher ground. This cat can climb with a speed seldom witnessed. I will Daydream of Spring, a girlfriend perhaps? I will imagine a light at the end of a tunnel…Oh Oh. Here she comes with a mouse in her grip… I guess I am safe…this time…

And So Will You.


Love and Light

Mr McKrekor

Here are a few things of interest:

woman pink silhouette

The Obama Years with Brian Williams


SNL said good bye to PREZ and it is moving


A visit to Mt Rainer in one of Lilian;s shows , something to relax to.

January 2017 Newsletter

January 2017 Newsletter
I am Mr. McKrekor, the offspring of KAR, an early childhood friend of Lilian’s granddaughter Ebony. KAR talked to Ebony starting during an early age, Ebony in turn, was always able to tell her Grandmother what it was KAR wanted to relate. When I decided to hatch on Planet Earth I wanted to stay close to the family my ancestor KAR spend most of his time with. So here I am, like KAR, observing, reporting and interacting with Ebony’s Grandmother Lilian.

In some cultures, we Crows, along with our 40-kin species, are considered messengers. We have the gift of communication amongst ourselves and with people if they are willing to pay attention and listen. I would have preferred to be a Magpie, because in my opinion they are prettier, but it was not meant to be. It is said I am the spitting image of KAR.

I have parked myself on Lilian’s porch at the moment so I can see what she is doing and if lucky can hear what she says when sharing her news.

Today she got in her car, fully loaded with dirty laundry and left. Heard her say she never takes dirty laundry in the new year…Gregoria Calendar I assume… Anyway, she thought her washing machine was too small and she wanted to go and be around 2-Leggers. People, I again assume. So off she went. Not sure if she was aware I followed her, a bit early in our relationship for her to pay attention
to me. BUT she will, she will.

Landed at the Laundry, I guess Lilian had not been here in a while since she commented how clean the place looked and new machines were installed.
It was quiet in the place, present were what appeared to be a homeless man and a woman. How times have changed, usually on the last day of the year everyone is doing laundry, people talk to each other, eager to share resolutions and brag about the presents they got for Christmas. Not so today. Everyone was glued to their electronic devices.

Lilian being Lilian she broke the silence and just started talking. As always people answered. Don’t know how but she always manages to draw people into her world and just talk to her.

Needless to say, people using the Laundromat are not in the 1% of the income level and share some of the same concerns. They were concerned about the upcoming Administration and discussing future possibility of retaliation from Russia. President Obama tightened sanctions and expelled 35 Russians from the US, in order to prove that we were NOT pleased with that countries interference in OUR elections. Outcome was not changed for us but

Lilian commented she doubt it make any difference at this point, the new administration is pretty much in place. She explained what she had “seen” in the Predictions for 2017.

The man asked for some of the sandwich the Lady had, she shared and he was worried about his Social Security benefits. They both thought December 2016 was a turbulent month and had reason to be afraid for our future.
I tried staying out of sight, was worried they would spot me and ask Lilian why she had a Crow with her, well she did not know either. Kind of fun that hide and seek.

The dryer quit and I thought it only took a short time for all the laundry to be done. Lilian’s daughter saw her car parked in the little strip mall where the launderette was located and helped fold the clothes. Off we were again to the next adventure.

I flew ahead this time and stopped to consume some worms that had come to the surface in preparation for the upcoming ice-storm….the whole country is in a dangerous cold spell, they say it is the worse winter since 2008. When I returned to Lilian’s porch and peeped through the window she was on the phone. I nibbled on a peanut I had in my beak for quite a while by then and ease dropped. I was unable to make out the voice on the other end but it must have been a person, female I am guessing, about Lilian’s age since they talked about how things use to be. How their generation thinks RAP is terrible, yet what is now being implied was actually OPENLY sang about when the Baby Boomers were young. I can’t relate, in fact I don’t even think KAR was around than…how time flies and repeats.

This day went by fast, glad to be able to stick my head in my feathers and nod for the night….no…wait I may be missing something… yup and here it is. An E-mail from Virginia about an earlier conversation about feeling out of sorts, not knowing what to do, uncertainties about the new year and all new people at the helm.
Burrowing In
I was in a local store the first week in December and was enthralled with a soft, supple, luxurious throw. I purchased it for Roger the Tall for Christmas. As I am writing this, he is burrowed in that throw, snuggling with the Calico Queen Mabon. Though he is sleeping (I know this because of the soft snores), his body is resting, recharging, and replenishing.

Burrow: noun
1. a hole or tunnel in the ground made by a rabbit, fox, or similar animal for habitation and refuge.
2. a place of retreat; shelter or refuge.

2016 has been/was a tumultuous year. Not just in the United States but across the Earth. Major changes have occurred politically and there have been no small number of natural and manufactured disasters. Economies and lifestyles people thought were secure and impenetrable have been upended and rearranged almost beyond recognition. For many, reality has been rearranged. I was speaking with a dear friend this week and she asked me, “What do you see 2017 being?” What followed was a discussion that lasted close to an hour, wherein we spoke of the overall mood of humankind considering recent events – not just locally or nationally, but globally. I shared with her that I see the year 2017 as being a time of more individual introspection, of drawing closer metaphorically – spiritually – physically – to our own core selves and values.

A time of burrowing in, to better withstand and not just survive but thrive in the months ahead.

A time to strengthen our beliefs.

A time to better define and replenish the bonds of our tribes.

Burrowing in is not to imply hiding, burying one’s head in the sand so to speak. For me, this burrowing in speaks of solidifying and strengthening myself to ride the peaks and valleys of events over which I have no actual control. Reestablishing relationships I have let fall to the wayside, and finally letting go of some people and things that I know are to my detriment. Shoring up my network. Keeping connected to my support system. Maintaining a more consistent sharing of energy and positivity. Keeping grounded by limiting the drains on my time and energy that lull me into a stupor of passivity.

May your tribe be cohesive, may your spirit be replenished, may your refuge be secure.




~Ellen Apple 12/26/2016

Millennials have a chance to see a Generation leave. It is said they are selfish and uncaring… to no fault of their own, rather to the way they were raised…
I am a CROW, it is natural to throw the young out of the nest just as soon as they can fly and fetch for themselves. Humans on the other hand …. OH OH, UFOSIGHTING IN GUATAMALIA, I hope Lilian will talk about THAT when the reports come in. Oh well she just said she has to wait till February Newsletter….. to get back to my story…. Humans on the other hand shelter their young till they are almost middle age it seems. Maybe that is why they not notice that there is a need to start looking at their Elders a bit different. To help when needed, old humans are not able to maneuver like they did when young. The way they could tell is by looking at the slowly wrinkling faces, the bend over and slow walks of their parents and everyone in their community instead of having their faces stuck to their I-Pads and telephones.

There was shock when so many known I-CONS died in 2016. Even the young ones were familiar with them but that generation has come to the end of their lives, a natural occurrence that happens. Be good to them while they are still amongst you. One day your generation has reached the end of your cycle.

David Bowie, Doris Roberts, Chyna, Prince, Kimbo Slice, Gwen Ifill and Leonard Cohen are only some of the notable figures who died this year. Notable figures who died in 2016. It is not what some call an epidemic. It is in divine order. Baby boomers are leaving. In December alone, John Glenn, Alan Thicke, Zsa Zsa Gabor, George Michael, Ricky Slice and Carrie Fisher have died. Her Mother Debbie Reynolds followed her a day later https://deathlist.net/
On the 2nd day of December Lilian was just sitting in her chair, from which she rules her world. She looked out of the window across from where she was sitting and saw a man clinging to the roof of the Apartments across the street. Without thinking about her physical limitations, she jumped up, instinctively and ran across the street to safe the man, call 911 or who knows what she thought she could do. In any event by the time she realized it was NOT a man but a straw-filled Santa hanging from the gutter she had twisted her back rather badly. I yelled at her or crowed at her, she did not pay attention in the middle of her adrenaline rush…. can only yell so loud.
Lilian makes healing stones.
They are Obsidian from a place in Vietnam they call the place In-between the Universe. They say the people, when sick, put themselves in suspension until well and some get to be 120 years old. There the mountain tribe harvests, polishes and paints the rocks. Lilian uses the stones for healing, she programs them somehow…. even she does not know how it works… for the person who need a certain energy for healing and gifts them to the person in need. So it was today. She went to the Post Office to mail a stone to Chicago, the Windy City. It was so cold in Tumwater and when she opened the door to the Post Office a Lady came towards her to hold the door open for her. It was so cold, they looked at each other and growled!

Love and Light
Mr McKrekor
Edited by Roberta Apple
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